First, I want to thank everyone who reached out to help me see and learn with great rapidity over this last week, I been around but this is all new to me, Thank You!

Second, I want to apologize, what I felt was comedy was insulting, I am sorry.

Last night I held ministry with a soul that, like myself, had been internalizing hate, angers and rage, and I felt it, I am acutely aware of that pain, so we held hands, then shared some peace and enjoyed fellowship. I take for granted how I heal so fast and feel Gods protection, love and grace, this work is not mine, it is God and it is sacred.

I had written the following, September 23, 2018, on a condition I suffered over a decade ago and procedures over two decades ago, edited only to remove locations;

“If God, through ancient scripture, determines what is and is not food, says cannibal, scavenger and blessed animals are not food, explains these and the rules are kept. Then people like me who have been ill should avoid them also. I didn’t listen, I ate unclean beasts that scavenge, cannibalize, ocean filters and bugs. I mean seriously considering what these things eat themselves that I wouldn’t, makes me consider not to eat them. The last decade, I’ve experienced this weakened ability to digest and it has been horrible and I find it not at all coincidence that I suffer after eating these non foods. After an evening meal of shellfish, crustacean, mollusk or ocean bugs, a.k.a. seafood that isn’t with scales and fins, usually back when we traveled and so on, we liked to have seafood, I would wake in the night with painful cramps followed by severe diarrhea. I worked for a restaurant for years, eating all sorts of it and was barely nourished the entire time. It never occurred to me. Now when I ate pork, on one particular trip I was sick the entire time, I blamed alcohol and abstained. It wasn’t until I had completely abstained from all alcohol but kept experiencing these horrible episodes of waking with sharp pain, gut tugging and gurgling until the painful diarrhea passed and I was left weak and exhausted and usually pass out for the last hour or two of the nights sleep that I started to consider that it was food, or specifically things I ate that are not food so says God, He should know He created this live action fun park experience, it’s the people who ruin it. In time I began to consider the Biblical rule and cut out pork and shrimp, those are easy to target and omit. I hadn’t looked up the rules or realized how almost everything contains non food animal protein. I had eaten it before and would not get too excited if I did again, but my gut always seemed to know regardless. In time I needed to back off the animal proteins especially beef as it was harder to digest and I usually suffered ammonia toxicity, which leads to a debilitating dull headache that occurs at the base of the brain. It feels like I had fallen and hit my head and it made me dumb is the simplest way to explain. More specifically it is dangerous because it damages the regulatory portion the autonomous hard drive if you will that keeps the body functioning, if not addressed leads to coma and death. During these episodes there is nothing that can be taken to alleviate the pain, the head throbs, the vision darkens, I can actually notice my heartbeat through my eyes the slight change of pressure with each beat.
The only thing that can be done is to reduce the ammonia. The medical community would prefer instead the patient suffer until severe, go to emergency room and risk coma. These patients are typically on managed, assisted government health care awaiting liver transplants. I choose not to be. As a matter of fact, I had already gone that course, taken chemo therapy and supposedly avoided any health issues. They said I was healthy and to go forward in moderation. What they didn’t tell me is that they horrifically damaged my liver, re programmed my immune system and left me to heal and that I should be very careful until I was completely well… So I lived fairly regularly not noticing the creeping death within for about a decade until the life threatening serious symptoms presented. I thought it was obesity and diabetes, so I exercised and learned to balance my diet, so much so that I had unbalanced stored fat and lost a lot of weight. But I kept on eating things that were not foods, but my health improved and the symptoms backed away. I was seriously thankful to God but I had no idea I was now dangerously dancing on a high wire. I cleansed and increased cruciferous vegetables. I discovered apple cider vinegar. I began omitting things that were not foods. I also kept eating things that were not foods. I didn’t drink alcohol and I was improving but still somehow experiencing these horrible episodes of pain and gut evacuation. About this time I’m working on the cure for ammonia toxicity, I got it down, when I feel muddy, that’s how I describe the oncoming dumbing of my mind because I can no longer smell or sense the ammonia, only the dumbing or mental dullness, fatigue and right before it get to be a bad headache I take high dose of vitamin C and it works. Taking the Milk Thistle while eating foods is the preemptive course, tossing back a vitamin c helps too. I also note that keeping my gut higher acidity helps. You got to know I have almost always had one of those iron guts, I could eat anything I wanted most of my life and at least with my stomach still can to a degree. But I am now disabled to an extent. I know my liver has improved, my gall bladder and pancreas, they’re all in constant communication and working together as well as the brain, there is a direct artery between the brain and liver and there is communication there as well. So why all this story about the misadventures of my gut and how does it fit in with God and scripture and why am I telling you this..? It is all related. I used to say all the time Einstein was right it IS all relative, but now I just respectively praise and acknowledge God. I see science as God’s instructions book, all the laws of science are God’s building blocks. I see the life He creates, the plants that grow, the decay that must be, the microbial workers, the insects that break down the big bits, the ocean bugs and filters, the feeding plants, the caretakers of dead animals and non food, the food that grows, nuts, fruits and vegetables and when they are not available the food that is animals, specifically the ones we are allowed to eat that specifically are nutritious because they are the ones that can properly digest and make unclean clean. You can not see this on this level until it is explained or experienced for yourself. You must be so ill and in need of proper nourishment and affected so as to be able to sense and feel it and I do not wish that on anyone. I strongly suggest you simply take my word and the words given to you by others, through scripture and law from God. That said, I feel very bad for anyone who must eat that which is not food to them when they feed me that which is not food to me and they risk vengeance from God, in their own time for doing that to me, because I dread to consider what they must endure having to swallow and keep in their stomach that which is not food and the circumstances under which this teaching from God falls upon them. You see that is how I have come to understand God. It IS all relative, what goes around comes back around, do unto others as you’d have them do unto you and know vengeance is not ours. It is difficult to explain all that I’ve learned at times and then I get real specific like this and share how mechanically real and rehabilitative this existence can be and the hardship of the lessons. Living for decades as blasphemous, blind and sinner and never thinking I was at all bad because I did not murder, steal from and cause ruin to others, I was very wrong. So you see my education and understanding of God and how I can so easily accept Faith, Grace and anything to me that is not hurt is Grateful as much as Blessing, there lies my hard earned Love for God and His Creation of Life and know my understanding of the Will of God, my corrective action on my own Will and knowledge comes from within and still learned every day, so I Thank God, Praise and only ask Him that others that wish to harm me are turned away and that I am blind to them. If it Is Well and I do so to serve God then and only then am I Blessed and I see it. I am walking away from Hell and walking toward God.”

Studying, reading and connecting the dots, honoring my ancestors, protecting faith and guarding against the misuse of knowledge and power, Poseidon will take the helm, get ready for rough seas for those without sea legs will drown.

God Bless