I suffer Global Aphasia, my entire life has been plagued by this.
Objects, words, names, ideas, expression, emotions, people, memories, even God, often Life altogether, Everything escapes me. Leaves me grasping at everything, that I may not have what I wish.
As far as I know it has always been, to me it is a defense mechanism as well as a curse, simply forgetting and letting go so nothing bothers me. They believe I know nothing of it, that the incidents leading to the event that created the anomaly would never be recalled.
It is not about me, yet for to overcome, focus, study and learn, then engage, communicate and reveal how to escape the enslavement of fear, manipulation and slavery of your life and mind, to tell you that you are free, the very real ability you all possess, to overcome all odds.
This key, these keys, we are told repeatedly by those who understand, we repeat them at times but know nothing to do with them ourselves (disagree? look around it is a mess), so that you may now manage to hold it long enough to look within it and face everything on your own terms, that you may fully comprehend, this is my message and you have received it against all odds. Casting out the evil, you are reborn anew, yet the flood of fear, anxiety and oppression never ends, so I tell you simply you are the master of your own undoing and ruin, you create the destruction because you have let the evil in once again, if you choose to accept the light and remain to be the light, then you become the light.
This is a war, battles won, hard fights yet to come.
You have witnessed my life long struggle within Fixed Modality to break away, you witnessed my greatest sin to date, for which I have asked God to forgive me and again let Christ into my heart, mind and soul.
Yesterday had seen the DOW rise to an all time high, I had advised against this over there as many may drink and gain, but know when to stop, clearly they are not stopping, the Bulls of these very days right now run and they will cause great destruction, yesterday I only wrote three words and last night I spoke a terrible curse, but the LIAR continues to LIE and the storms rage, I was to be given high honors and wealth, not repeatedly sued and have my rights taken and freedoms and privileges removed, I was treated very badly, that is how they treat right and just people for good deeds. This is also how they are treating Donald Trump, it began nearly a decade ago, do you understand that for a decade now you have treated this man unfairly, it is to the enemies of my brother, I do say ‘Decapitat Omnes Inimicus’, you earned it in more ways than you can ever imagine. I know all too well what it is like to be victim, so now, because no one else will step up and take the sword, that I now do, to fight for what is right, this spirituality is now so strong in me and I am so very glad to see others doing the same, we have all heard enough from the corrupt, deranged, polluted filth that are UNGODLY ABOMINATIONS, they are Caput and shown before you and will make their RUIN, it is done. I will die never having had the one thing I wanted most, but am grateful for that which I have received.
I am glad Donald and Melania Trump will be together with their son Barron at his Graduation, congratulations to him and all Graduates, I wish you all success in life, go forth and do good things.
I was angered to hear the left attacking Harrison Butker’s commencement speech, I thought it was great, bless you Harrison, you brought to God a sense of great pride I am certain
Interesting turn of events on Capitol Hill, as you all surely know I am disgusted with Joe Biden, his Administration and the Democrats, Judges, Attorneys and curse their souls, each one by name every day and take great pleasure as they fall to RUIN, however some have chosen to go against the Administration to release the weapons promised and allocated to Israel.
I have been the Bull there running with Tanks, it is exhausting, I wish them success in all endeavors, the World is counting on them, that may they slay our enemies and be victorious.
I was never permitted to serve our country or be dutiful as I could, I was turned down and insulted, prejudiced against, I hope they are all enjoying the weather. I digress, it is hard to not express my angers, I apologize. I was never able to serve due to my record, tattoos and honesty, however I did try, it saddens me, my father served as well as my brothers and although I lean vigilante like the Dark Night, I had felt since childhood I was a good guy until I was angered of course.
I would like to say to all who serve to protect, who run straightway to danger, face evil, see horrors and carry a great burden for doing so, this applies spiritually to all public services, soldiers, guards, emergency responders, particularly this week and specifically to all of you the Police, thank you.
It is to all of you I gift Aegis, may you be strong, guarded and quick always.
It is also through this, with Healing that I may give and share with all of you, praying for the ill, injured and broken.
Thankful that I heal rapidly and suffer aphasia as I do, I turn again to God and rest. Never forget that to all of you, I am a monster, therefore I will do monstrous things. No one forgives me, no one cared, denied. I judge severely and God punishes, for this I am grateful. Leaving these days behind us, we should never forget the beast you all made of me, get it together, the long stretch of the next few months may become unbearable, I am staring hard at the places evil dwells, you will hemorrhage billions, I warned you.
Blessed are the parents who raise good children, sacrifice and provide the best they can, for you shape our future.
Praise God.
Bless God.
Thank God.
Serve God.
