Worried moon shining bright
Can I sleep here tonight right beside you?
I got a long way to go
I’ll be off in the morning
And I hope but I don’t know
If she will have me back again
Or only want me for a friend
And leave a stain across my heart
That never washes out

Nervous moon
In the clouds
There’s a halo around your proud face
And I’m glad that we’re friends
I might see you again
Sooner or later, I guess

Yeah if it all goes wrong
And I’m a heart without a home
Maybe you can talk me out
Of doing myself in

Worried moon
I’m afraid of what’s to come
Worried moon
Yeah, tell me what you know
Worried moon
You see further down the road
Worried moon

There you are, looking down
I’ll be here on the ground if you need me
As I dream of a ghost
Of a love that has died

Or maybe not but it haunts me now

Worried moon
I’m afraid of what’s to come
Worried moon
Yeah, tell me what you know
Worried moon
You see further down the road
Worried moon

Looking up, you are gone
I got into the city at midnight
All these eyes looking on
Make me blind or put me down
And the noise just drowns me out

Worried moon
I’m afraid of what’s to come
Worried moon
Yeah, tell me what you know
Worried moon
You see further down the road
Worried moon

Dirty moon on the rise
Orange as fire but a bitter cold
You’ll remember me I know
‘Cause I have moved to another coast
With a new love to call my own
Maybe one day you can bathe us
In your blue light
Worried moon
Worried moon

By Chris Cornell, does Chris know she’s dead?
Does Chris know he’s dead?

Admittedly spending far too much time thinking, reading, learning and trying to figure it out, up to and including the world, so much so to have begun writing a novel, pleasing everyone, figuring out the problems only to abandon it because the parallels to reality were merging. Things I had not considered in this were terrorism until October 7th when Hamas brutally attacked Israel. I began to make them a nuisance at most that had no place as fear had been eradicated with removal of oppression through manipulation of Religions as we know them. Simple enough, however when catching up with the previous four or so years I missed, I uncovered so much, things I felt were merely conspiracies turned out to be dawning realities and my enemies were shown to me and thus began their ruin. The judgement required to see past popular media and social deformation to see a truly good person became paramount. Today, where I thought I had previously seen a good person has turned out to not be good, even safeguarding this person, in the event I ever revisit I will see I had judged him well. The research takes hours, the double check takes a moment, so what to do when someone of importance falls from grace? I’ve no idea. I guess wait and see as a few others I have given this period of time, but now I see all this as a time devouring distraction, a stay of judgement, I will no longer tolerate such, if they are my enemy so be it.

Playing with such energies as I do, playing Warlock for a better word, writing over and over why or how, I do not truly know, I know there is a Yod, T-Square, Grand Trines and all of it connected upholding the most widely accepted Mythologies playing out within me, I need not search for answers and it all leads back to the Moon.

Moon, Algol, Descendant… expression, fiery anger, pain, fortune, Yod points at it, it is inescapable, some things under the Moon are weak when done, some tremendous and immediate, some just seem to take their own course. We were all discussing these things a couple years ago, before I knew anything of Astrology, I was spelling out the power of attraction, death worship, graven images and explained simply to friends it is this that they wish, my brother always claimed breads and circuses to be the root, I claimed it was the masses desire. I was not an angry person for the previous twenty years for the most part, only angered by the Radical Islamic Terrorism, Deploricrat Agenda, “Witchhunt” against Donald Trump, what was shown to me was the Globalist Agenda, COVID Vaccination, Foreign Leaders, I do not know what to call the rest except the decline of Civilization, so I waged War on all of them and media personalities, I undid much of my social and more than doubled the enemies, then they themselves turned on me, lawyers and church people, others felt they were going to what? Change my mind? Suddenly everything becomes my enemy and where does that leave everyone?

So why does God Point The Finger at that place? One of the very first things shown to me nearly to the day two years ago, I dismissed it. What happens when things cross it, I am no body, no one, all I wanted was peace, love and happiness, all everyone else seems to want is to make me very angry. What made the scary thing work was I got mad at myself. I forgot I needed to get Angry, even put a little skin in the game. That was it.
So I’ve been listening to this song Worried Moon for the last couple months during much of this, the entire album actually, volume at top level and looking up at the Moon and thinking about all of you and things just keep getting weirder and weirder because people keep getting weirder and weirder. Ever since the majority of my vaccination injury complaints stopped, the deaths accumulating I wonder why. I wonder why there is little to no good news anymore, why it feels like it is truly over, I should be celebrating, healing people, praising God and sharing my story, instead, I keep looking for Evil and finding it, finding no reason to do good, my banking is threatened, my home is threatened, my possessions threatened, my very life threatened, I have no security any longer because anything and everything I ever loved has died, been ruined, threatened, trespassed, so the resulting equal and opposite Manifestation is this world is done.

Opposite Man, always called myself that, when things go my way no one else is happy. Funny thing, despite the state of things making me angry, I am happy, my health improves, finally found God. You all taught me well to compartmentalize EVERYTHING!

Full Moon Thursday does not look good, Earth Grand Trine, another Kite, same Energies Sun, Jupiter, Uranus, Lilith, Pluto, Neptune, Except we have more Venus, haven’t told you yet my Venus is broken in 2nd, inconjunct Saturn, not lessening Moon issues, it angers over loss of values, we have a scary Mars conjunct Chiron, bring the pain and Mercury and Saturn Sextile with Fortune, so much like last Friday only stronger, ShowTime! Catch up on all those dragging me down and making me wait for them to drop charges. Now the fucking new guy, nobody told him I was tearing down that mountain, damn shame, someone needs to tell him I am uglier than he is, and red. It is good to be operating in the shadows, no one likes me, no one shares what I say, even I gave up promoting it, but I really do not want to see charges against Netanyahu or Sinwar or any of Israel, just stop causing further conflict, no more conflicted judges-justices, I have nothing personal against Netherlands, except they are an immoral leader in the world, I should send a warning this evening, wake them all up in the middle of the night.

What a fucking worried Moon indeed and if it all goes wrong… maybe, when it is All no longer, because that is where we are heading.

I fought this my entire life, I know what it is, only God or Myself. Unfortunately it now Points at All of You.

Saturday, I will pray again after The Sabbath, I have nothing for any of you but anger and rage.