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For Whom The Bell Tolls

Make his fight on the hill in the early day
Constant chill deep inside
Shouting gun, on they run through the endless grey
On they fight, for they’re right, yes, but who’s to say?
For a hill, men would kill, why? They do not know
Stiffened wounds test their pride
Men of five, still alive through the raging glow
Gone insane from the pain that they surely know.

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

Take a look to the sky just before you die
It’s the last time you will
Blackened roar, massive roar, fills the crumbling sky
Shattered goal fills his soul with a ruthless cry
Stranger now, are his eyes, to this mystery
He hears the silence so loud
Crack of dawn, all is gone except the will to be
Now they see what will be, blinded eyes to see.

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

Metallica, 1984, from Ride The Lightning.

Why? Why for a hill and why ever in the Name of God?

I look to the past for answers, mostly at times I had only seen the murder, that is what people recall, be it glorious or infamous because these acts left the indelible mark on Humanity. My favorites are among the vain in The Name of God, Tribunal of the Holy Office of the Inquisition, better known as the Spanish Inquisition where several thousand people were executed, there have been several such Inquisitions, but that one I recall from middle school World History, I took that class like 4 times, once for 7th, again when left back lol, again when I was a Ward of the State and again when I moved to Florida when the useless DEI counselor who only read titles of classes I had credits for (I kept the fucking receipts) placed me in severely remediated classes according to the International Standard Classification of Education (ISCE) created in the early 1970’s before I were even born… that is a whole other story, let’s pass for now. I was saying in The Name of God, the Church repeatedly executed thousands, for this I felt the need to extinguish the Church and according to my Story had done just that, one main character would be Fire and Judgement who would also be an Attorney who had gained world renown. His compassion collected the empathy of all he wished to convince and he too would suffer the convictions of the Church and State and he too would become a Warrior of God. Funny it is the Hero would be fighting for Justice and Righteousness yet seen himself always the Snake by His Enemies and this is the Way no matter the viewpoint when you see both sides of the coin, past and future, right and left, right and wrong, East and West, but as many have asked what of up and down, Heaven and Hell, North and South? Ah now you see it is not all Good versus Evil, you see it is within and without, beyond and before, it is multi-dimensional and full of far more than mere intention and words, Laws and Rules, Morality and Collective Established Code of Ethics, and when these are broken there is Unrest and ultimately War.

Why? Ask not again for this is precisely why.

Over there I had written: “Unsure if it’s the occult in general that often leans left, maybe because religions condemn astrology, myself believing if one understands the Cosmic and its role designed by God. Refusing to look to read the future as they do, because that is when Lucifer’s Demon Children invade their minds and create trickery.” … “Too often this is where they lean, maybe it is because they’re plagued with demons for telling fortunes no one can truly see, this is why I wait and see, feeling God in the now and knowing versus trying to rig their game. In this way, I have known for some time they would fall. Guess that is what is on my mind today, often forgetting Venus influence on my Moon/Algol, expecting Lord Mars to devastate and decapitate but he instead finds pleasure, even offering to run with the hooks and chains placed within them anchoring to Hades over the next few months, a terrible curse indeed.”

I am referring to Astrologists, particularly those who blah blah blah and call the shots when we are to actually Abide By Thee & Be Still And Know. It takes a lot more than knowing about some observations, aligning your Chakras, Crystals and Meditations, you must understand Sciences, sure there are Alchemists and Mystics and some are multi talented, both naturally and learned, their disciplines are much like Monks, I have respect for all of them, but there are those who would tell lies and deceive, if they are not pure, they risk drawing the Demons, they themselves will place their own alignments into their unjust readings, it is not for them to say one is better than the other or preferred by the Cosmos or Heavens or God, for that is what they have done, they can not praise each, only praise the one they prefer.

This disgusted me, although I completely understand, no different than anyone being enraptured fervently to their cause when they’re hot with the Spirit of themselves, pointing and accusing, stealing and beguiling, up to and including our leaders when they speak, the energy of an audience, no different than Church, no different than Media personalities, it becomes them and now their backs are weighed with the Curse of a Soul devouring Entity that without God, teachings of Prophets, Angels, Divine and Fervent Counselors may they be rescued.

I had felt today was a day of Reckoning in itself, Mars, I waited months, but instead I found a resetting, Mars/Mars making it’s 2.5 year return, not feeling a gust of energy as predicted by others, but a strong swagger instead, getting my legs back, feeling the Might God had given me at Birth and knowing I will turn the walk to a trot, a gallop and eventually a run, sprinting at times, launching and sending the Spear into my Enemies, bringing down that Sword, to clash like a train into the fray, looking beneath me to see I had not just thrown them under the bus, but something far worse, capable of decapitating and ending and it had already been said and done. This is the Trinity. The Holy Trinity of God is frightening, The God the Father, The Holy Ghost the Host and Christ the Son the Present, it is the same to know the past is the now and the future and it is One. What you are tomorrow is who you were yesterday and seeing yourself today, it is not just a linear, it when seen is a circle of understanding all of your parts. As I had to understand the Energies, Elements, Knowledge, I needed to also know how it felt and where the parts were, along the way keeping a list in my mind, some are clearly obvious by my outward expressions of disdain, demands and destruction all leading to RUIN. JUDGEMENT must be precision and they made that possible by removing the blindness of JUSTICE for Her Scales are now Weapons of War, oh I never thought I would see such days that so permitted my one tiny spark of Fire become a Funeral Pyre, who would ever have guessed one walking the Earth with just a tiny flame within, spending so much time and thought on the past and injustices wishing to burn the entire World would see such days? Not I. I have wished this my entire life, always knowing, but being told I am wrong and to do it this way or that. All to enslave my mind, health, life and soul.

You the reader, you feel it as well, the last couple years, people being awakened, the readying of God, to unveil and reveal just how old, just how long, just how deep, just how corrupt, just how Evil and just how unjust this Cabal has been in place, this alignment of those who would rule over everyone for what? for why? oh we know… power and greed, lust and envy, vanity and aggrandizement, gluttony and sloth, the power is all devouring, controlling, manipulating, no one is immune to its ways. As I myself caught up in its rapture, I too have been yelling and screaming, losing my head, yes there are lists, I am done with lists and faces, the inevitability of the clash will occur, it is not a question of who, what, when, where and why but How, and I verily say unto You; “now they see what will be, blinded eyes to see… for whom the bell tolls” and you will know what the Great Awakening means, it is the readying, the body and mind being purified and anointed by God and feeling the moment of rapture, ALL WILL SAY: OH MY GOD!