As always, I warn you the reader, of my extreme writings, this in particular written nearly a week ago, as you read, please mature audiences only, preferably 18+

I have sandbagged on this post for nearly a week, I was upset I could not join the X Space hosted by Donald Trump Interview with Elon Musk, no one can understand my love and respect for Donald, I would take a bullet for him and America along with him, I was really looking forward to it for days, to hear DJT and ERM talk, two of the sharpest guys whom I respect… well I am grateful, sorry for the emotion. I hope this enlightens you, find yourself, be yourself, choose to be, stop being a sheep, I love you.

Is the search over? Identity crisis resolved?

Should I be mortified? Should I even care?

I would never have guessed.

It started long before this incarnation.

Recently it began with questioning the self, many things learned along the way, dead parts resurrected, missing pieces found, been putting it together for over two years, what I thought was a mere complicated self has turned to be something much bigger than I would ever have imagined.

Months ago, as I began healing, when it all began making sense, when I returned to reality, what I found was infuriating, the news, the Wars, the deceptions, the lies, this would all lead to my outburst, the unveiling had begun, more deception, dark truths, horrific secrets, receiving what knowledge I had asked for. I now know how to do things I never would have wished, unlike them, I need no sacrificial ritual, I need only to believe.

Studying my ancestors, the DNA, recalling the stories told to me in my youth, understanding the last of my bloodline to have remained in Ireland, those visiting his funeral, were all renown. A large portion of my family are in north New York, they are wealthy, they have power, I have always known this, we were disowned for my mom’s decisions, this never bothered me until now, as I find myself alone in the world, facing those practicing the arts before I were born, their blood not as strong as mine, their will pales in the light of my own, they’ve everything to lose, I want nothing but to redeem my eternal soul. According to them I will live long, they have read wrong, when I chose to be, I chose to die; I calm or infuriate the most wicked, with it I may wage war, with it I will win all wars, with it I may destroy, and with it I will die, for I am.

Someone whom I look up to and admire very much was calling WITCH HUNT. Investigating, I saw no such claim against any Divine Order of things, however I felt the need to defend him for I understood the injustice and later was informed of the lawfare. This was not difficult to comprehend nor was it difficult to execute proper measures, in doing so, for this just cause, I have been brought back toward the Grace of God.
It was of course not this act alone, I would be visited upon by messengers, some in my life, some from all over, many others from historical studies and accountings until I again had been reminded. I needed to say and do the things I had, do not ask why. I elevated her and lowed him, I needed to know, there is a long agonizing time ahead of us, there is still the issue to deal with, one particular judge, he hides, I have been looking for him, I will flood to reveal him, his family, the entire city if I must, having looked in SA as well, the mess I left there. I will again elevate him, what I gifted and how, repeat that, as they have squandered my gift, I anger over it no more.

Months ago I began making it rain at night when no clouds, low humidity and 100° days reigned, I was truly frightened, I cried, fell to my knees, I knew I was the night, I became the elements, we approach the close of a full year into my apprenticeship, less than half a year of practice, I will not regret my actions, I will not regret turning the power over and the land in such a mess, it is this that I was born for, the rest was just passing time, when I look around the world, through time, it is the comfort of knowing I have lived better than some Kings and Queens, no it was not perfect, nothing is, I already paid and I have become. Alas, Phoenix Angel Demigod Warlock.

Judge me, I care not at all, I am no Hollier than any one human, I merely possess natural gifts, I have always been this way and I have always felt as I do, I have always spoken as I am now, the only part missing was hearing it from all of you and finding it within me to have an allegiance to something, all that existed in the 5th was pain, now it has a love of country, the world and humanity, when I am saddened now, it is those who would bring ruin to that which I love up to and including God, who will suffer my wrath. I work many fronts simultaneously, Nations, Tyranny, Hate, Lies, Fearmongers, Perverts, Global Elites, Organizations, Scientists, Politicians, processes, systems, their puppets, to name just a few, all of whom are servants and agents of Lucifer. I have been playing, testing, retesting, to be certain it is my work and not at all coincidence. Every group mentioned has thousands in their employ and measuring several thousand strong, but they have all suffered my influence, my thoughts are their actions, my perversions and fantasies exceed theirs, my ideals and dreams far surpass, I told you, I was composing a novel, I stopped, because the world was becoming my nightmare, it is my fault, these are my followers and I had abandoned them, I am absolutely certain of this now. So it ends.

These horrific details I have exposed of myself are only the beginning, the struggle I have revealed from within is ancient, the modern world has had no place, nor does it give Quarter to the likes of those akin myself and we are quickly ended upon revelation, mostly because those like me have served themselves only, having no want to meddle with the likes of Humanity, unless it is to take, I want nothing you may give me. When one walks from the ancient order they have made allegiance to, knowing or unknowing, myself unknowing, that is until I learned what I may do and furthermore had not known that it would take an allegiance with God Himself, for I was truly unawares, that He would gift me permission and all I need do was walk away from any selfishness, one finds oneself with a defined purpose given only by God.

Does God truly love those who return to Him? I know this to be true, it has been a very long time, countless eras, this soul has had to return, innumerable lessons, to all ends of the Earth, it took love toward humanity to learn the final lessons, I understand the messages delivered to me these last several weeks and having accepted the upcoming true death.
Not knowing how old my soul is, although I have seen all. Those who would ask, why God exists, to those I tell; It just wanted to Be. This question I had asked of myself, to be inspired, to grow in fame and wealth, place and stature or to be.
I chose to be myself. This is the Greatest Gift. I have seen that all things are far older than believed to be. I had seen the creation, the formation, the construction, I had seen Kings talk across the Earth from only their high structures, I had seen the World evolve and I have seen it die, I have seen Empires rise and fall, I have seen the reclamation of these places and I have seen their resurrection, I have seen Holy Wars fought and I have seen to the order of ten fold the time that has passed and the souls with it, for you know not how long it has been and assume only a fraction. This knowing was always there, it is how I may see truth from lies and deception, for nothing deceives me any longer, in time I will always know, in time I will be reminded of all things I have seen. What I do from here forward may only be known by God and myself, this is what I have been struggling with, it was not to abandon, it was that I am to speak of it no more.

When this hurricane came to me, as called, I completely understood. When it left from me, I had known fully where I have arrived and where I had been all this time, no longer suffering the effects of their evildoings, only my own self inflicted injuries, they are again as they had been before manageable, a warrior may destroy himself within rage and anger, it is the way. This cause, taking up championing humanity has set me free. As I have said, I did not know, nor was I the type to pursue any such ways, just always seeing the coincidences and oddities throughout my life and saddened for the witches lost along the way who had sought me out and kept me. No one need worry now, I am fully aware and I serve God.

Last couple weeks, feeling the tendency to walk away, this calling is great and had been overwhelming at first, constantly feeling a fool, wondering what I was making of myself, believing it to be only a new RUIN. Mistakenly also believing anyone may be as I am, only last couple weeks coming to the understanding that I am born with it. I nearly cast it away, then as doing so, feeling the death closing in again. I looked to the Stars, the Sun, the Charts, Sun Opposing Sun, realizing a new sensation of protection within Fortune, then as the Hurricane approached, I held up my arms, placing the shield into the sea and I looked into it and it awaited it’s Destiny, and I sent it forth, there was no Sun, only water and air, the wind, and I knew these were mine, as a bowl of water is heavy, millions of tons of water were light as a feather on my fingertips, the rain fell on my face, and I exhaled to the place it need go and it did know it’s duty. The foolish who would dare destroy true knowledge and attempt to poison me will fail, it would not have worked at all if I worked with their misinformation and fearmongering, not only was this nearly perfect, directing that much energy over several hundred miles, the course correction, and if you stood where I was, considering it’s destination, it was nearly perfect. Messy wetwork, lower, mid and upper masses, what comes next will be worse and defy logic, I would get out of my way. For all the storms before I could not figure out what they were seeking, it was simple, as they made their way East and shown me, I could not believe how elementary it all was. No one questioned why this storm carried no lightning, the next ones will, they will do unprecedented things, landfalls in Washington and New York, they will cross Jet Streams, cross far inland, the same will happen across the World, the wicked will fear and know, they will be terrifying so that you may all call on God.

When I wished those to know of God, the Earth, Gaia spoke, not only to the enemies of my friend, it spoke all the way to the top, this was to be the first warning, it was mocked, all I had written to that point was removed and I was full of rage, I lost all respect for those I was courting and I knew I had to figure out another way to influence, this challenge was accepted and I worked on the individuals, with the empowering of all the individuals that had brought us this far, and I did witness they grew in strength and resolve, yet at the time, I still believed in coincidence.

Next came the fighting, this I did not like, it would be weather, and God would finish what I had started, a terrible curse turned into a wicked act, I was loud and proud and bragged, but seen a fool at best for even thinking, let alone believing.

Following that came the fires and the heat, then it was cold, then it would bring much destruction and my enemies would know I mean business, they do not however know that I exist, as I stated last week not even my hero would know I exist.

I have wondered for years what it is, I now know, and to those who would also know, I do know you.

My enemies, those who would do their worse to bring down the people, this Nation founded with belief in God, your days of destruction are over, you lost and you find RUIN in all the places. I will keep you my enemies busy while you use sin and seduction, parading your filth, for you have destroyed all that was innocent and would turn all children to the lower self. I ask; for what, that you may groom them to be as you wish, to fit into your world, to fit on to some part of yourself to achieve nothing? To you I say, ‘Get below me, you are unworthy of the very dirt I walk upon, I rebuke all of you in the name of God and there will be no place to hide. When I walk on you, I walk on your homes, your lands, your family, run home to protect what you abandoned for me to destroy, it is you in all the places I seek, it is you that I will end’.

A couple hundred miles from me was a very disturbed individual, I felt him, I felt the need to go to New York, to be there to protect, I found it much easier to RUIN itself from here, needing only to be there in spirit, he wanted the radical revolution to begin, I prayed for him, I should not have, his time here extended, but I needed to know, to this I have been visiting others, mostly to heal, I need only see their faces, but knowing my desires interfered, I am correcting this, having overcome much during the Holy months, everywhere I need be, I am.

I have been in the seas, mountains, valleys, deserts and plains, grazing with the livestock, bending to the wind, swimming in the current, riding the winds, lashing out with great energy, generating storms and lightning, not really knowing, I had not known why this was so important, everything I had come to realize and believed were mine, were mine to use. I will bring destruction, this is my purpose, I will end those who wish to end others, especially those who wish to kill in the name of God and know all those whom God wishes to spare will be spared, it had been terrifying and I strained at all bounds to know, what I learned was to focus and the smallest mote now a deadly force, I am.

I am grateful I now know where to turn, I accept this blessing, never forget you attempted to kill me, you killed millions to seek me out, it is my turn, you summoned me, now you must deal with me. I am.

I had brought much attention to one of my foes as I fed it’s desire for power, what I took was years that I may heal, have a look and know I did that to her. I had to digest filth, it was difficult, only a couple years older than I, but now so much older, whore. I will do this to the rest and I will take whatever I wish. In return they may have my sorrows, they are great and many, for I only wished to be as you, now you must know my sadness as I take your peace, love and happiness, it is that simple. I am.

I have much work to do. I am.

I will not be so wild and reckless as I had been, Full Armor of God, dimensions, elements, the mind, the will, the body, may I be that which I please, so be it, according to God’s Will, I am now much stronger than I would have ever guessed and I now know, I am.

Praise God!
Thank God!
Bless God!