WARNING: MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY, 18+ THANK YOU.

I would like to apologize for not focusing my view on some of the worse Americans that are poisoning this Nation, and I know it is not just Whoopi Goldberg, Joy Behar, Sunny Hostin, Sara Haines, Alyssa Griffin, Ana Navarro, but producer Brian Teta as well as the entire cast, shit, even their audience is to blame, I know I used to be one, waaay waaay back over 20 years ago, that was until I just kept getting a sickened feeling that they hated me, white men, men in general, I mean the sickening things they said back then were not women empowerment it was male bashing, so I quit recording them, I even quit watching Fox News because I was having to listen to them more than ever, and would even shut off Gutfeld! when they played the tapes of their disgusting opinions of hate, racism and anti-American sentiment, please I ask all of “The View” and their audiences to kindly go to Palestine, just pack your shit, take your opinions and your poisonous filth and fuck off somewhere other than America, because what you will find when you are stripped of this Nations luxuries and protections, free speech and rights will be the cold hard truth and most likely you will be victims of the same crap you push on Americans. Heck, just try blending into America these days without your completely disconnected lifestyle and you wouldn’t last among us, having to deal with the Biden Harris Bidenomics, where food, housing, clothing, insurance, healthcare, gas prices are all up, having to go to work in a commute situation, be kind among differing peoples, knowing they hate you because things you say, walk into your place of employment, knowing they hate you because you are causing this racial and sex divide, then after work, I dare you to go to the local Walmart, among your poor and victimized neighbors who are so divided because you all just ride Barbara Walters coat tails and pretend to be like journalists when you truly are just out of touch opinion hate machines. And the same goes for ABC, keep hiding the truth, keep telling LIES, when the shit truly hits the fan, when the life you know collapses and it’s every man and woman for themselves, you all will be eaten alive, when I look at your sad weak little necks and wrists, soft hands and jewelry, knowing you can not lift 50 lbs repeatedly all day, I know damn well you couldn’t tote a gun, crawl through mud, pack out like a soldier and survive without all the people you need to support your disgusting mouths and fat asses. I feel so much better getting that off my chest, you earned it, for all the years of anti-masculinity and hate towards men, particularly now the white, black and Latino males you bash in the name of Kamala Harris… your praise for Barak Obama today, Release the CrackHead! for real, the guy who would crush Americans with ObamaCare? All you people support is a matriarchal society of weakness and hate.

When I look into the Universe, I see ‘Records On The Wall’, each Galaxy, every one gone before me, ‘Life’s Been Good To Me So Far’ -Joe Walsh/The Eagles, “I have a mansion, forget the price, ain’t never been there, they tell me it’s nice.”

You don’t know the half of it.

I had said when I began, I never called for war against police, other races, despite the horrible things done to me, what I had not stated was my true feelings about this, as I had more identified with the down trodden, brushed under the rug and neglected peoples of this nation due to a couple life mistakes. They were not choices or decisions of a lifestyle that I sought, a black woman, my guidance counselor, upon moving to Florida who was not qualified to select my classes as she could not read the national education classification system or even understand numbers and sequences, she took all my architecture and art class credits and dumped them into electives, robbing me of two hard fought years, while moving from group home to group home, while keeping up my studies, you see, unlike any of you I did not come from a middle class family, I came from a poor white, Democrat, New York class of people, with the world in front of me and I watched it turn against me through actions like this, affirmative action and I quickly understood, it was a lot more than my being poor and white, I was hated. Despite this, I learned on my own, I worked beside black men and Latino men, we laughed all day and worked hard in the Florida Sun all day, digging ditches, moving materials, doing menial labor at best like lawn maintenance, loading trucks, picking up trash for all the vacationers visiting Florida, it was hard work, it was demeaning, it was tough, but when you have felony arrests, that is what you do, if lucky you got to level up and get a better job, well that was my intentions until all this critical race theory crap started, during Obama administrations I could not get work and I faced mounting fines for not having HealthCare I could not afford and I did not qualify for assistance because, and I quote a black Orange County woman who told me, “You are young and white, you don’t need assistance” and sent me on my way. I was a week out of jail, 90 days for a stolen package of ground beef, I needed food stamps and bus passes to get enough strength and energy for work and access to transportation, I was living in abandoned buildings and parking garages, with a concrete parking wheel stop for a pillow. I was just a kid, I wore rags, I smelled like the hard day labor work of the previous week and I believed life was just hardship, boot and tire tread on the hot Florida pavement. The people I related to best were the minorities, those who were made to believe, we were less than others, because we had hardships and life seemed impossible to achieve, let alone success or the American Dream.

Maybe this happened. I only seen this recently, since joining X, saved it from there as well as this. I do not know who to credit.

Sick huh? What do you do with this? The ‘redpills’ say if you are wondering where we are at and how we got there just have a look at these “maps”. I love this, also saved from X. I do not know who to credit.

I seen the video, a guy explaining how this Elemental Octaves thing works, it really helps to explain this. I do not know who to credit, although it is ©

Lends to Understanding the God Dimension and the Parallel Universe Theory. Credit in image.

Insane, but we will get to that. Credit within image.

The Solar System when I was born. I may be Aquarius but I am also Capricorn, according to the Sun, telling you they tell you lies. I’ve known this for some time. Note this is facing North, the Moon to the West, it was night, the Witching Hour. The Earth has a long way to go to see the Sun here, according to me that is.
These screenshots are renderings courtesy of https://www.solarsystemscope.com/ like many things, I can not access any longer, not even purchasing, damn pricks have done everything but brick my devices. What goes around goes around LOL

When things changed, because I met a good woman, who would teach me to talk with people, learn customer service and sales, you see, I was traumatized by so much I could no longer speak, I could no longer look people in the eyes, I hung my head in shame daily over a pound of ground beef, for defending myself and a friend from a racist cop, no the officer had no idea I was white, high IQ, functioning within the upper 10% when it came to aptitude tests and a mostly B+ student, no, he saw my half Mexican half Pacific Islander son of immigrants and assumed I was the same. I knew what it felt like to be treated the same, I lived in the poor apartments, my neighbors love me, I fixed their cars, I carried their groceries, I lived elbow to elbow, I was no different than they were and being white made no difference whatsoever. I identified with them politically, I knew the system was nearly impossible to escape once in, and I went hungry a lot. I had lost my muscle I spent years building and became a skinny rag wearing face in the crowd that fell through the cracks. I felt society owed me, I listened to years of bullshit from politicians who promise “free” everything and I believed it, but it never mattered because nothing was ever free, not even freedom, I learned to work hard and spend smart and I no longer trusted anyone because to me, people like you, who’s daily wardrobe alone was worth more than my entire life, so by the time I lost my wife, I was a skeleton and I lost faith in society, justice and dreams. So about this time, me and my new partner, who was a victim of abuse, nasty physical abuse, we’re talking knock her teeth out abuse, found each other, both of us having asked God within the week to ‘meet someone who would love me for me and not hurt me’, got an apartment together, we got a TV and VHS recorder and we taped shows like: “Good Morning America”, “The View” and “20/20” on ABC and “CBS Sunday Morning”, “CBS Evening News” and so on because we only got a couple channels. We were brainwashed for it all, we believed Democrats were right and Republicans were the problem, that Republicans caused the racist divisions and class divisions, held the wealth and made our lives miserable. It was not until I got a good seasonal job, working for a well to do Democrat, that I got to drive his Land Rover and Jaguar that I began to understand the real source of oppression and division. It would be years before I got to work with Republicans and Christians who played News*Talk1290 am radio that I even realized who it really was who was keeping me down so they, the omniscient them, needed to keep me down with lies and hate, sex and racial divide so they can feel better about themselves because in truth they were the Deplorable people ruining this Nation. I registered to vote, I read up on the candidates and voted accordingly, the veil lifting from my eyes, it was 2002, but I failed the Nation by the time 2008 came along and Voted Barak Obama, because that Republican employer years ago, who was owned my a Democrat New Englander fired me over lies, to protect the adultery I witnessed, cancelling my insurance, then a black woman decided I did not deserve Cobra extensions in 2002 to continue my chemo-therapy and I wanted “change”, I was sick of the War on Terrorism, I needed Affordable Health Care and I screwed up as I was instead ROBBED by Democrats and FINED for not being able to afford it. Things got worse, I was not allowed to join Florida CERT, I could not get County licensing, the people who denied me this were Democrats and it all began making sense, I switched to Republican and never looked back. Looking back meant I had to face being brainwashed, by 2010 I was suicidal, overweight and dying of liver failure. I learned that I was eating this poor garbage for so long it was killing me, too many carbs, high fructose corn syrup, soybean oil, fillers and crap. So I corrected my diet, cleared my head, the government food pyramid was poison, Michelle Obama was trying to switch the carbohydrates focus to fruit and vegetables, but it was too late, I was not the only obese person, everywhere I looked, people were fat, then the reality of who and what was feeding us came to me, I had become a dumb sheeple, I feared, I hated, I lost faith. Most notably when they kept changing the definitions of overweight/obesity and specifically when clothing manufacturers were no longer true to size, my 34 pants were actually 36, everything was baggy and ill fitting, my pants were cartoonish and shirts became tents. I had to special order sizes just to look professional.

The Night Sky above me when I was Born, seen this well over a year ago, they tell the Truth.

Where we are at, according to me, but it is not about me.

These things to you the reader are mere sentences, to me it was life, over and over again, no matter what I had done, just living here in America was a nightmare. I had written before the exact political reasons and who I voted for and why, but the fundamental life reasons that led up to those decisions, that inspired me to start my own business, from nothing, because I could no longer obtain gainful employment, there was something wrong with America under Barak Obama and that had turned out to be divisive and hate. Yes, I believe Trump made things better but foreign interference, the Communist China, the Islamic Caliphate, the Soros Money Machine, Open Perversion, the American people who worked hard and embraced tolerance were now being run over by extremist views and the Mental Health Crisis exploded mixed with severe drug addiction and America was facing threats from all sides, then boom, it happened, the outside world and global influencers, with news media, social media and their blasphemous rainbow flag empowered anti-police, rioting, looting, race wars, so much so that only black lives mattered, Trump and his Administration had been destroyed by a failing economy due to COVID, we all know my stance there, I think the mentally ill hoards led by Hillary Clinton’s failure with Barak Obama, Joe Biden and these outside influences created all of this, you all know this to be truth, you’ve been working on this since the 1960’s with an anti-American Agenda and you used Marxism to change the narrative, remember the parallel universes scenarios, where everything from children’s books and historic events were not recalled properly and nothing was seemingly making sense? It was simply overload, too much information, your brain was overworked, one simple suggestion and bam, you question everything. I used to like The Matrix myself, a lot, it was never my business what the creators did to themselves, then suddenly it mattered, makes you wonder what their intentions were all along, that’s the part that bothers me. Within the actual ‘Reality’ you may choose right or wrong. Choosing wrong or sinful life is immediate reward and easy fulfillment, however you end up in ‘Hell’, this Hell permeates your Life, for a great Understanding I recommend the 1997 Horror/Drama “The Devil’s Advocate”, a brilliant movie, I had seen it in the theater shortly following the loss of my wife, I felt it had an impact on me because I could have easily swing to the wrong state if you catch my meaning.
Choosing right or righteousness is a hard road, because Lucifer attacks you in every way imaginable and in ways unimaginable, because he knows your weaknesses better than you, this is why I suggest if you are struggling to find such weaknesses and know thyself, heal thyself, but the message here is the righteous and just life will find you in Heaven. You may eat your cake and have it as well no matter the life you choose, however, recruitment has it’s rewards, but you may never have it all. In this you will find the multiplication, but in the end only finding one Universe and one Reality and it is already written by none other than God the King Of Kings, Hallelujah.

All this I had noted years ago, easy to comprehend when you do not use any drugs whatsoever, not recreational or prescribed, the only reason I even smoked marijuana a couple years ago was due to a week long case of vertigo, it worked, vertigo stopped, before that I had not smoked for 20 years because of my CDL operator license, despite what people said of me, besides it brought up my wife’s haunting memories, apparently I needed several years to process the incident- clear minded. In this understanding alcohol was out for years as well, I would only have weekend beers for a couple years, it was not until 2019 that I would start again and I attribute that to the intense Pluto Transit conjunct Natal Venus, there is no coincidence the USA would also experience transiting Pluto to it’s Natal Pluto, I have always been in tune with the underlying power of the USA (Pluto) as it is conjunct my Venus in Cap (Values in a Business Suit), so no surprise why this is all being so heavily impressed upon me and I upon it. That’s it, there’s your answer to ‘how’ and I am resisting what the abuse of power is doing to all of US and our influence globally, apparently God permits this.

A glance to the East, also Truth, that’s Pluto Rising.

Returning to the point… Then it was this ‘Socialism’, Bernie Sanders promising “Free”, they turned us all against each other, I am glad people are waking up to this insane reality of our Nation being destroyed from within due to outside influences. I had no intention to riot, I did not want to burn anything down like the Left Liberals of Walz’s Michigan, or Harris’s California or all the big Democrat cities throughout America, it made no sense, I waved to my neighbors as usual, things were okay, or so I believed, we worked together, we shopped together, we got along, but not when 2020 happened, not when Marxism crept in to change the narrative, checking the timeline became necessary, I was not even sure my neighbors were American, maybe they were Communist plants, new people moved in to the neighborhood, thankfully nothing happened, but as soon as these Democrats took office, as soon as these charges were put on Donald Trump, criminals who stole a lot more than something to eat were now being let off the hook, murderers walking, violent protestors and rioters getting passes, while January 6 protestors were thrown into prison for “trespassing” and these assholes like ABC, CBS, NBC, the “free” broadcast legacy media shitholes with CNN and MSNBC, were widely and openly telling lies…

I have stated many times, I stopped watching news, stopped watching TV, 2018-2022 there is no ‘free’, these so called ‘free’ channels are funded by commercials, my TV is not ‘free’, I have to watch commercials every few minutes, they use flashing white screens, louder than the program I am watching volumes, threats and fear, lies and deception, then they toss in something queer or racist, it is mind-washing and conditioning. Then, ‘hey look at the life you can have if you buy our products’ for we have a consumer mentality, a follow the norm, and when you partake in it all, it just funds these wealthy assholes who all of you do not investigate, boycott and shut down, until you’re life is destroyed and you’re looking around you wondering how this happened. It happened because you let these assholes tell you how to think and live, you parroted it, you failed to see it was just entertainment, you took them seriously, they were just the entertainment, mentally ill weirdos, but they were influenced by worse weirdos you do not see, the mega wealthy, the world global elites pulling the strings, foreigners who hate you, and when you see a big Hollywood star’s child rebelling against their parents, changing genders, influencing your children to do the same, you do not see they got to them, this is how they ruined their life continuance, they’re not going to have children and that is how they want it. They want you mentally enslaved, dead.

All this frustration over 8 minutes of watching “The View”, you’ve no comprehension how fast 3rd House Sun/Jupiter/Mercury trine Saturn/Uranus AIR actually moves so much so that now hours later between work and lunch I had to go off on a tirade because my fellow Americans, my neighbors are brainwashed by this crap. This division, I wish the greatest curse on these people. “Put a target on them”, “line them up and shoot them”, “don’t miss”, this is the HATE they say, I can not stand these scumbags, literally a guy said yesterday to line up the males and shoot them because they wont vote for Harris… It is time for all of us to say to all of they/them to FUCK OFF.

So I deleted “The View”, but recovered it and resumed, and let them continue their bullshit praise of Obama, LIES, as soon as that was over, we were voting for an inexperienced “heart”, and again it was end of everything if the ‘other guy’ wins, more conditioning and brainwashing. Then it was gotta talk to the ‘crazy black men who voted for Trump in 2020’, all division, more lies, no heart vs. good heart, they are just a joke, if they listened to Trump for an entire Rally they would get a clue, no news outlet even plays Trump Rallies outside of NEWSMAX and FOX NEWS, see the man explain why he has a big heart and cares for our future and families, he does not run on bullshit vibes. Then they promoted a Mexican boxing movie, then breast cancer awareness, then some products, it was all seemingly harmless, I know it is not, because here is the exact consumer influence I am speaking of.

Suddenly I was rewarded for my disciplined watching, an awesome political ad:

ABC posted the following written/read message:

“The following is a paid political advertisement,
and the ABC Television Network is
required to carry it by federal law.

The advertisement contains scenes
that may be disturbing to children.

Viewer discretion is advised.”

The commercial then shows all these assholes who support Kamala and/or abortion, real human babies, then dead human babies, then monsters, then all of the a fore mentioned monsters, the dialogue goes:

“I am so sick of stupid celebrities and lying journalists, why don’t you fools follow the science?
This is a human being, human being, human beings… and these are dead human beings, murdered by abortion you promote. If history even remembers you, you’ll be remembered like Leni Riefenstahl and Joeseph Goebells, the name of the wicked will rot, ignore these sleazebags, a vote for Kamala is a vote for murdered babies. I’m Randall Terry and I approve this message”

The commercial concludes with I am guessing Randall Terry sitting in a recording studio with the following message:

“PAID FOR AND APPROVED BY TERRY 2024 INC, TERRY FOR PRESIDENT”

Then ABC posted the following written/read message:

“The preceding was a paid political advertisement
that the ABC Television Network was required
to carry under federal law.

The advertisement contained scenes
that may be disturbing to viewers.”

I was not only rewarded, I was given an amazing piece of weaponry, this commercial was meant to be seen by me, a precious gift, it was beautiful and was made of the stuff of the Armor of God. What a reward for watching these cows. Praise God!

Now who is this Randall Terry? It is October 11th 2024, 3 and a half weeks until Election Day, I never heard of him, you know why? Because Main Stream Media sucks, these former broadcast companies that used to tell the actual news, show us sport events, gave us great shows, are all taken over by far left extremists with an anti-American agenda.

This blog will not be shared and I know why, the right can not share my views because I am radical in their view, the left can not because of my right views, so this seems a waste of my time, visited by only 125 with 400 or so views, this being only those who do not block tracking cookies or not using VPN, in addition I know I have some sort of hack in my phone as well as this gravatar thing, which I believe I shut down from following me everywhere, I never had any issues until I joined this website and X, simply because I was quiet, which I can not be any longer.

A very serious situation I dislike is how my local commercials and provider influence is increasing, when I watch Fox News, I get local commercials, this was not so when watching NEWSMAX, now I am receiving completely left agenda commercials, it is disgusting, no one to complain to the FCC is corrupt along with the rest of the US government, speaking of this Soros backed foreign buy up of 200 US radio stations is just dangerous, but they are letting it happen, they need to, the Democrats only know how to break laws and cheat, they will silence conservative views.

This brings me to why I started sharing my views in the first place; first, I felt compelled to share my abilities and why, not so much how, that just kind of happened unintentionally, and as I stated before not anyone can do this. Second, the right needed another voice, as stated on my own terms, the outrageous actions of this Biden Administration and Democrats in general had to be countered because when I jumped into the fray, Donald Trump was under heavy Lawfare, States were interfering with the Election, Women’s Sports and privacies were being trespassed. Third, I felt I had some funny anti-Democrat political spins and wanted to share them. Along the way I understood the April Solar Eclipse, it was conjunct Chiron and urged people to pray for healing during it. I predicted a large earthquake in China, it hit Taiwan, then the New England earthquake, I was beginning to get loud and was ignored, then mocked, so I let loose, weather is my wheelhouse, but it is God doing the warfare. I keep getting frustrated, locking down, because I feel completely alone, it is a very lonely place, especially when you place guards in the sacred places, they are terrifying even to me, although they are also me. Comprehending the ancient writings on the walls so easily now, but my doubts keep me searching. It was a couple years ago I first researched Angels, and I discovered why the Church advises against any commune with them. I have said you need be born with it, born into it, joining, learning and executing it is the real hazard, you must be pure or you will meet countless dead and demons, even strongly advising to never pray by yourself lest you are reading from the Bible. Recent events had me questioning things, so I returned to Angels, the canonical Bible only mentions two Archangels, Michael and Gabriel, it tells of Lucifer and the Fallen, “Let me tell you about the time I almost died…” *giggles ‘The Fallen’, another great film (STOP IT). In truth people have no idea what they play with. I read from several books I own, I’ve mentioned Astrology textbooks, ‘The Other Bible’, ancient writings like Ptolemy and Valens as well as Science and Educational books, my Bibles… it was only yesterday (by now you have realized I was writing Friday and resumed today Monday the 14th of October), and I happened along something concerning The Holy War as I was looking for any reason to continue, feeling lost, as I have been watching/reading the enemies messages everywhere to find the chink in their armor, but only finding confusion and LIES, a poison that any lost, fearful and unjust mind can barely navigate when I stumbled upon this:

“The War of the Sons of Light with the Sons of Darkness

(Dead Sea Scrolls)

As the title of these selections suggests, this war is more than an ordinary earthly military combat. The forces of light, of God, are pitted against the Prince of Darkness, against Belial and his hosts. The people of Israel will triumph in battle as a result of God’s intervention, and his intervention is guaranteed if the people of Israel hold to the Law and Covenant with God. Yet while the struggle is clearly spiritual, it is expressed in the military language of its time-which helps us place the work in the last decades of the first century B.C. or the beginning of the first century A.D. As Vigael Yadin points out in his definitive edition of the scroll,¹ the art of war is practiced according to the tactics of the Roman legion as well as ancient practices recounted in the Old Testament. The troops are arrayed in three lines, in the Roman triplex acies. Of course, missing from the Roman legion is the Jewish priest between the lines, blowing on his ram’s horn and urging the troops forward. But the screams and howls of the soldiers to strike terror in the enemy’s hearts appear to be a tactic taken from Roman practice.

The main subject of the scroll is the forty-year war that will take place “when the exiles of the sons of light return from the wilderness of the nations to encamp in the wilderness of Jerusalem.” The tribes of Israel will fight this war. Kittim is the enemy. This enemy nation may be identified with contemporary foes of Israel, the Romans, the Seleucids of Syria, the Egyptians, the descendants of Alexander’s empire; or to the more traditional enemies recounted in the Bible, the Ammonites, the Moabites, the Philistines, and so on. But it would be a mistake to treat the battle as an external conflict between Israel and the entire Gentile world. Clearly the holy war is a metaphor for an ethical and theological conflict between the forces of light and the forces of darkness, between those who keep the Law of Moses as well as the laws of the sect at Qumran and those who transgress these laws. In the larger mythical sense, which Theodor H. Gaster elaborates, the combat is another version of the enactment of the new defeating the old, the reformed Noahs defeating the age of corruption, or, in their seasonal enactment, a combat in which ‘Fertility discomfits Drought, Summer ousts Winter, or Life subdues Death.’²

The blending of myth and history in the scrolls raises interesting questions. Myth is myth-that is, fantasy as opposed to history-only to skeptical outsiders. To the faithful, the intended audience, myth is revealed truth. A typical device of writers of the fantastic—be it in holy scriptures or in Franz Kafka—is to state the impossible or transcendental and then relentlessly prove its veracity by means of scrupulously realistic detail. Such is the literary device used to recount this mythical war. Extraordinary cosmic events are laced with ordinary realistic details reflecting contemporary times. So while angels fight alongside men, the Sons of Light must follow the biblical camp laws of soldierly purity.

“Any man who is not pure with regard to his sexual organs on the day of battle shall not join them in battle, for holy angels are in communion with their hosts” (vii,6).

One of the most colorful sections of the scrolls concerns the banners carried by each fighting unit. The Romans used banners for organizational purposes and for signaling. The banners carried by the sons of light were used for organizational purposes: they served to distinguish each tribe and the families within the tribe. But, as Yigael Yadin re-marks, these banners were also associated with religious and magical concepts.³ The very proliferation of holy words, of apocalyptic slogans, held high in the midst of battle, suggests that continuous preoccupation with words, with letters and numbers, elaborated endlessly by the Kabbalists, putting the written language, the scroll, at the heart of traditional Judaism.

Notes

Vigael Yadin, ed. The Scroll of the War of the Sons of Light against the Sons of Darkness (Oxford: Oxford University Press, 1962), 387 pp.
Theodor H. Gaster, The Dead Sea Scrols in English Translation (New York Doubleday Anchor, 1956), p. 275.
Yadin, The Scroll, p. 64.”

Pretty cool huh?

That was copied from ‘The Other Bible’ 1984ed. p.235, it goes on following that to describe the Scroll of War in detail. Read it for yourself, I encourage it. I found what I needed, that is all I need say. People may tell you names of Angels and Demons, even God and Prophets, you do not know their names, you may not yield them as they suggest, you may only be, you choose one side or the other and you are merely a pawn, you act accordingly, that is all. If you are a Son of Light or Darkness you see what I see, monsters, distorted faces, sin eating away their flesh and the haggardness, all you see is airbrushed, manipulated deception, you have no idea how many people deceive, it’s in the eyes, I can easily see it, even if you’ve had surgeries or wear contacts, if you are ill or well, when you lie or speak truth, I have always been this way, I can stop you dead, ‘Turn to Stone’ -Electric Light Orchestra used to kick my ass, I had not understood, I have much in common with Kurt Cobain in understanding pains and fake, I learned from him before he passed, ‘In Bloom’ spoke volumes to me as well as his other writings, I did not own the album myself, just my bootleg tape recording and I was singing along myself, until it dawned on me, then I told my friends, ‘he will kill himself soon’, I was about a year early in my prediction, it went unnoticed, until it happened, one friend asked if I had said it, then all my friends said I had, I explained I understood him, they feared I would not make it either, I channeled more insanity than anyone I knew and demons lived within me. I would soon go through it myself and it was Hell, you see?

So who the fuck am I? Who says I have any right to say anything? An entire Generation and I speak to the world and the Generations that follow. You see, the Mundane I was born under, it had this cartoon, I watched it, I had the toy, several of them actually, I let it fill my head, it defended Earth, I too wanted to play soccer, then football, bad knees, marks, I hadn’t know it were only growing pains and poor diet, discipline, when I got over my initial injuries, I turned to weightlifting and fighting. The next Generation had a team to man their defender, then it took a village, then they became perverted and strange, the following Generation had hidden from the Sun and were more confused than the last, now it takes everyone, you see? Everyone is included, every life matters, you are all in play. This is what it has been leading up to, the energy has reversed, where once there were many Gods and Religions, many rituals and holidays, that turned to monotheism and things were more controlled by Leaders, then the ‘Division Bell’ -Pink Floyd, great album, I like to fix the Universe around me listening to that then ‘Endless River’, sometimes followed by ‘The Blue’, it is a meditation, but the Division had ocured and now we face many again, we let Evil in, we now fight each other. Understand this. We are the final war, we are The Armageddon. I have opened seals, poured vials and sounded horns. The Covenant stands, God will not Destroy us, we Destroy each other.

This was the Saddest Day of my Life. I’ve said before there was nothing that could stop it, Venus Combust and farthest from the Earth.

I been telling you the reader all along what it all means.
I guess I could be better and well read, as I said from the beginning, you would be better off not having some High School dropout writing the Book, but then I would be unable to Communicate with the Masses.

You Destroy yourselves, I walk over you with punity and impunity, when they speak of Israel, know they mean the righteous and just, not the wicked, but those who are pure, or most pure in the eyes of God, we must be careful what we say and do, for we are Weapons of Light.

You have so much to learn, I, am just the Messenger.
Would have preferred to write the Book, it was going to be simple, a child’s book, explaining the fundamental understanding of the Big Picture, you all made it complicated.

I rest my case again for now.

REPENT YOUR SINS

Praise God!
Thank God!
Bless God!
Serve God!