WARNING: MATURE CONTENT, 18+ ONLY PLEASE

Good evening, you know I had not intended to become a political activist or anything, for those who do not know who they are voting for yet, the UNDECIDED, maybe the decided but are doing it out of Hate against Donald Trump and MAGA, I have a couple posts to release over the next few days, I will today share something personal, tragic and painful to me, even as a man concerning Abortion or Pro-Life stance. I will also connect some dots for those considering voting Harris as she was just on the TV lying as usual.

First, as you the reader has come to know, I had to overcome what I now believe was a direct effect of the Covid-19 Vaccine that had left me psychologically injured and unable to think clearly, having overcome much in life, always having to adapt, whether it were life plans ruined by some DEI guidance counselor or a racist off-duty officer over reacting to boys being boys, or the tragic and sudden death of my wife, just know I had always managed to smile and kept on surviving.
During 2022, I had turned to Astrology, following mental therapy as I felt my mind losing it, which mostly turned into a complete rehash of my life, like a man knowing he is dying, going over everything and prayers had not helped. I took a long and crazy road to ask the Prophet Christ to show me the way and ask God to forgive my sins. I had to overcome serious blocks in my life, not realizing I had compartmentalized events and emotions to get by, all seemed well because I could get up each morning, get ready for work, survive the commute and be on time, I did not agree with coworkers and rolled or crossed my eyes over their ‘pansy-wansy-foo-foo-problems’ (South Park? Mr. Garrison I think), but I made it through the day and all my days were long and miserable. I know this year, last couple years have gone by painfully slow for many, not for me, time has flown too fast especially these last few months, because for me, I truly believe God Loves me.

So I had done this online thing, I posted here and X, I shared some breakthrough moments, how I overcame severe distrust in my community, particularly toward police and the justice system, something that held me back from serving people all because my arrest record and how a few people treated me. Something I had shared on X, but soon deleted, because I had not known how to say it, was that I had taken part in Abortion.

This was the biggest thing to happen to me this year, realizing how much pain and anguish it caused me, how I had been a sinner in God’s eyes and never knew. I blamed society for making it okay to do. It was her decision ultimately, but it was also mine, I may have been able to change her mind, maybe if it was not an option, things were tough back then and a baby seemed to be the worse thing that could happen at that time, well let me explain how this came about.

I had spent months in 2023 looking for a “Fire Woman”, someone who would be good for me, to ignite my energy and be what is missing, she would have Earth as well as I have a lot of Air and a good deal of Water, gardening helps me and lighting fires or keeping an open flame similarly gives me what I need, thought I found her a couple at times, but no one was the right fit. To make things worse, most people fall into my “Ring of Fire”, I avoid this, it can be deadly.

On a whim I looked into another aspect of Astrology, the conception vs. the birth date, I had quickly concluded the conception and pregnancy period were living within the mother and that birth was the separation, and this was common throughout Astrology believers. Then a date came to mind, my own child, when it was conceived and approximately when it would have been born, we did not know sex, only the approximate age, we went to a free clinic and was told this. Unlike what most report these days, like Planned Parenthood, back then a Nun is who we talked with and she was seemingly Pro-Life as she called it a Miracle and said we were Blessed. I had not felt Blessed myself, I had been sued by the State of Florida for having already fathered a child, to me it seemed a curse, what if she left me, I would have double Child Support payments, twice the Shame, I had grown up in a violent home and feared I would also be an abuser, hence why I would not make efforts to be a father in the first place, I had never wanted children and that was fine and acceptable way to be in this society.

So Abortion happened.

Like the many other things in my life that were too much to handle, that was swept under my brain rug. Fast forward to 2024, seeking God, asking Christ to show me the way of Love and Peace. I was praying for others, I believed the majority of People were Good, I had only been exposed to the Covid-19 Vaccine Scam, not knowing of the mass Human Trafficking, Sacrifice, Ongoing Experiments, Poisoning By Doctors, Murder by HealthCare Providers, Government Deception or Practice, many more… I had not been ‘Red Pilled’, I was not ready. I had seen the Sun seem to rise in the West, a bird flying but not moving, rain form above my head when there were no clouds and no chance, things led me to read Isaiah 45:6 “That they may know from the rising of the Sun, and from the West, that there is none beside me. I am the LORD, and there is none else.” I had only looked it up because I thought there was something about the Sun rising from the West, I was wrong, it’s okay, it was to be as the Sun rises and through the west, setting, the entire world would know of the LORD without doubt. That comes following Nebuchadnezzar’s taking of Jerusalem, that Babylon was the center of the known world and it’s conquest was remarkable, the Ark, the Hand of Yahweh, prophecies fulfilled, that all may know. It was the one and only verse I needed to read, I knew I had found God. I believed, more than an abstract idea, everything I studied was leading to this, the proof was self evident. I fell to my knees and worshiped God, I wept, I thanked, I Praised for all the times I had been spared worse situations and fate and finally understood, I had to go through Hell, because I can help lead others from Hell and keep them from Hell everlasting. I Blessed God.

This process was painful, I asked to be Forgiven for sins, stealing, lying, hating, anger, blasphemy, but when I hit the ONE, one seemingly small, overlooked, seldom remembered act of selfishness, abortion, murder. I was not to just remember and know, I had to understand as well, I had to know the full weight to be Forgiven, to forgive myself and move on from an injury on my soul and life 25 years ago, why I had to lose my wife, why I had to lose everything and to feel the full weight of consequence that would make me sob with my entire body. This child was to be something very special, it was to have a Grand Trine of Fire, Sun, Pluto, Chiron trine Jupiter and North Node, very powerful, very Godly if all things played out well, houses, ascendant and so on, the Revelation of this was immense, not only may it have been this child would lead me to God much earlier, it would have aspects that calmed and muted my troubling parts, very possibly what I was seeking to “fix” my own lack of. All this came to me within a couple hours, it was not enough to just ask to be Forgiven, I had to Comprehend the damage and loss, reading the chart of someone I knew, yet never met, now you know why it hurt so bad, everything I had come to Understand to that moment, that painfully long day and the feeling within the days that followed. In this way, with child, GOD may help and fix that which is not right in your life, balance things, through the Blessing of Life.

A lot was happening the Spring of 2024, I said so much, I felt a very strong presence and was willing to accept maybe my wife or mother’s spirit was with me, possibly ancestors, maybe many others, I was honoring a lot back then, to be Honest from that day on, March 23rd I had known, it was most likely my child, I began to fully understand my situation, maybe I had in another space and time, been less selfish, had this child, then lost this child, as I had my Daughter, maybe to the Covid-19 Vaccine and only then realizing it while on X for only a month since joining.

I had written about it, was quite secretive in the manner I stated it, felt I was not ready and later deleted it.

Know this, I felt the presence of God.

Things got Very Wild following that, rain when it was very low humidity, no clouds and 100°.
Later Hurricanes criss-crossed above my head.
When I told people God was real, amazing things happened world wide, unprecedented things.
The Lawfare against Donald Trump was unraveling.
The Democrats would begin to find themselves in RUIN and as stated, they would do it to themselves.
God assured me to not burden myself with it.
I could have moved on and written my own stories under my real name and not burn myself up as I have.
It is well with me, I became Fearless and pushed boundaries far from me that used to keep me closed in.
I would do all of this for free to the reader, it cost me and I collect no monetization whatsoever.
I would speak of wrongs and injustice and call out the liars, thieves and blasphemers, because it takes one to know one, and how.

Speaking of the Witch… she was on the TV again, Lying. What a Joke. She makes me so sick, misquoting, unable to put sentences together that make a lot of sense, always talking in abstract like a drugged out mumbling friend, that laughs at themselves because they are trying to explain their revelations about Life but are too high to pull it off.

What makes this worse is she has CNN, MSNBC, ABC, NBC, CBS and a pile of disconnected famous wealthy people, none of which live an ordinary life like you and I, we have to face the community, we live in real fearful times, with very real threats and dangers among a deranged group of Globalists who wish to Reduce the Population.

I have other posts to finalize, ‘Ding-Dong-The-Witch-Is-Dead’ is next, been polishing it between gigs and prayers, I am finally working on these a little more seriously, not sending out my gut intuition on the fly and actually editing for once instead of giving you all my rough draft thoughts. I am truly learning to type, write and communicate to others.

I am working on a post to talk about how this woman IS the source of the Lawfare, it is her all along, we know these crooks went to DC to get advice, it would be from her, not Joe, Joe was never really fit for this, but she could not have won the Presidency in 2020, no, I was wrong to come down so hard on Joe, maybe not, we will never know, maybe if I had not done it, we would still be looking at a Biden/Harris instead of Hamas/Hezbolah ticket, I mean Harris/Walz, it’s all the same. When I spoke out against the Hague prosecutor and the Looneys for their support of the Lesbianese, damn if George didn’t run for the Hills, I need more of that power, but do I really? I think it is time to Rejoice, this woman, is not at all a woman I would vote for, offer another woman, I am not the woman hating type the Radical Left claims MAGA to be, I would vote for the first woman president, she needs to be tough, smart, hardworking and honest like Senator Marsha Blackburn (loved her Break Some China AD), she needs to be able to state her damn policies and not policies to let Illegal Immigrants into this country, gutting all us who were here already and those who worked hard, invested everything, up to and including risking life and limb to be an American, and not for the Party who would leave US defenseless in the Energy and Military Departments, not to peg hole us in EV Transportation Mandates, not to praise mental illness, but seek help for them, not one who would tell us to not properly identify Radical Islamists for who the are and in turn call me Islamophobic, I clearly do not fear Islamists or Homosexuals, nor do I have a problem with myself. I am a man and I am a Christian, no problem.

I really can not understand it, she and Joe, as well as the entire Biden/Harris Administration Hates America. If you have a clue as to what is going on overseas, these refugees and asylum seekers are turning against their host nations, burning them down, raping and murdering and surprise- just like here, they are walking free. Don’t listen to this bitch, this lying bitch dog, she already destroyed California, she is Destroying America.

I understand, God forbid it happens, but rape and incest does happen, Psychology and Science say this is an environmentally learned and genetically handed down behavior, I also see Astrological reasons, however if it does, by all means get an Abortion, who in their right mind wants such a monster’s child inside them? Or if the baby is not going to be able to live on it’s own or die in the womb, be it because of medical, medication, drugs or hereditary issues, please get an Abortion as you may in most states, Donald Trump, Christians, Republicans, the State will not stop this, these are lies, political ad lies and they should all drop dead for telling you so.

She promotes and stands for Abortion, the senseless murder of Humans.

We have enough of that, if it were up to me, it would all STOP RIGHT NOW!

I know for a fact, I would have been that child’s father if things were not as they were.

Donald Trump did not turn over Roe Vs. Wade, it was the Supreme Court, it was a good Decision, may God Bless our Supreme Court. I apologize for yet another off the cuff, ‘rough draft’ of a post, I am not worried about the 2024 Election, I want undecided voters to Join Trump and bring home a Landslide, please do not vote for ‘Flip-Flop Policies’, ‘Vibes’, ‘Indecisive’, ‘Hate’, ‘Dividers and Race Baiters’, we will turn the page on Obama Mentality and we will break the Democrat Party.

More to come, I am still alive, it is Wednesday, it was Mercury hour, it became Moon hour, it is Saturn hour, now I am pissed off Harris is assembling a team of Lawyers to challenge Election Results, they tried to erase him from the Ballot, as well as RFKJR, they tried to Jail him, they tried to Kill him, they need to start worrying more about Universal Justice and “what goes around comes around”, or ‘goes around goes around’ as I say, because I know better than to draw it my way.

She’s getting her ass kicked, she can not keep up with Trump, she did little for the nearly previous four years, Joe was on Vacation 40% of his presidency, taking 48 years worth of average American’s vacation time in four years, adding up to nearly a year now, these people are so tired, tiring, exhausting and exhausted, just go to sleep, I struggle to sleep, I get a couple hours, I struggle to go back to sleep, I get a couple more, that is since the Covid-19 Vaccination that is, I used to sleep nearly eight hours just fine, I went to bed around ten and woke up right before my alarm within minutes, my internal clock was amazing, so was my mind, so was my health, so was my sanity, one must need a lot of rest while destroying a nation… trying to jail your political rival, reinvent oneself daily, anyway it is her, she is the head snake.

Just another coffin in your nail, I have been holding back, you can not best me, I wear the Armor of God.

Maybe now you can understand why it breaks my heart and why I am Anti-Abortion.

I remember like it were yesterday, through tears I asked God that that soul be with me through all my days, that it may live life through me and see through my eyes because it did not have that opportunity, I did not know, I was young, broke, my criminal record not so good, my arrest record was a horror story, I had been sued for Child Support over a previous one night stand, she was a piece of work, she told my daughter she had had a pile of abortions before her, she told me she could not get pregnant, she lied, they lie, she destroyed my marriage and my wife, I slept with someone else a couple years later, when I felt I was able to again, it led to a pregnancy. Before all that, I had waited into my adulthood, I did not have a lot of sex for years after that, it eventually got better, especially during Pluto conjunct Venus, but I didn’t make any more babies.

I understand the lying, trauma does that to people, mental illness will do the same, living with sin as well, as does being under the influence of alcohol/drugs, prescription, legal or illegal, I can Forgive, I can never Forget.

Please Forgive My Sins.

Thank God!
Praise God!
Serve God!
Bless God!