Think Of It Like…

Think Of It Like…

WARNING: MATURE CONTENT, 18+ ONLY THANK YOU

a superhero power, Black Bolt comes to mind.

We have a very serious moment arriving, everything looks bad, full Supermoon, redirect of energy from within is all it takes, but hey, this is all just entertainment, right? I mean, none of you believe in God, Esoteric things, Magic, Hocus Pocus, whatever you wish to call it, no one actually believes in any of it, we as the Human Race Collective have never slaughtered in the Name Of, started Holy Wars, Crusades, Inquisitions, Sacrifices, Rituals… never happened.

My guess it will be Blood Red.

Woke up this morning, still in amazement of God, His ability to Rally and Activate so many, Early Voting had seen Moon conjunct Venus, guess something woke up in many Americans, the Landslide, the Popular Vote, the Electorate… amazing. So I asked today, what comes next?

Anger, was all I received. Watching news and reviewing statements made by others, Cardi B said some choice words, some U of Oregon staffer told me to “Go jump off a fucking bridge”, I began replying in kind, but I was locked out of X. As for Elon Musk, you sir may go fuck yourself because your double standards suck. This is the second time, so be it, I will not delete my comment, I am standing my ground. Unfollowed you today anyway, just had not gotten around as to why, you allow these accounts to say whatever they want, as stated before, but I have to fuck off and get locked out, fuck you.
All those Harris supporters, Terrorism supporters, but you pick on God supporters who are truly offended thousands of times a day with the disgusting violations of God’s Laws.

Maybe it was to be expected, I feel a lot whether I like it or not. I searched my phone for answers, began looking at charts. I forgot what is coming up, I had planned to heal, but it occurred to me I do not know all the injured names, then it hit me, I know my enemy’s names, then I had another look at things, there is so much energy building in Taurus. Agena opposite. My voice. Black Bolt came to mind, Uranus, strange ways, unexpected, unprecedented, Biblical, sudden and unexpected, all the words I keep seeing for months, all the names, then I realized it is not at all about healing.

Had posted I would now focus on Human Rights Violations and Crimes Against Humanity, figured it was time to talk with people, begin legal things, seek Justice. You know, good things, positivity, make a difference, be a good guy and fight with all those who have been fighting for years. They don’t want me involved, never had, half of them are who attacked me, picking many of them up in Vax Injured Lounge spaces. So healing is out, no one ever thanked me for it, although it is occurring. Physical, Mental, Spiritual.

Healing, explaining, I did that from my own heart. However, that is not what a Destroyer does. Are I not some vessel of Hades? It feels like God walking Earth, the Yod. The Ring of Fire. All of it is of God, taking the good with the bad is life. What comes looks bad. So many unaspected parts. Each are frightening. The Nodes. Saturn. Mars. Vertex. Fortune. All Void of Course. I may do as I please with them. I looked to my own. They were all identically unaspected as well as the Sun. I thought how odd. So all I need is to take that opposing energy of the Sun, feel my feelings, tap into all this anger, rage, frustration, summon hate. Do I spit? Do I call a storm? Do I recite names? Do I wish upon our Star? Will the beautiful Gorgon support this? Will God support this? Will Hades support this? Saturn? Mars?

I thought back to my own chart, how they all play their roles, my life has been so challenged and so much destruction.

I know it has been internalized and weaponized against myself, only shedding the self destructive energies, fear, anxieties within the last year or so and set them brass bull balls on the table. Thing is you would think me a coward, not killing, not seeking revenge, unable to fight back at the very society that made me hate myself all of my life.

I have so much… a Taurean Moon can store up a lot, well I was capable of warehouse management, then there is Jupiter conjunct Sun, so much storage there as well, I never forget. The only positivity on that day is Jupe trine Jupe, Neptune trine Venus who is conjunct Pluto and as the Moon is passing today I feel it, things left undone, particularly things left unsaid. I am a whirlwind of thoughts and energy today. This motherfucker on my TV saying he thanks all the Volunteers on Election Day… he does not mean me, he says all Americans, but he never apologized to me. I wished to Bless America, Bless the World. I can not, that is not my job. I got the bitch AG talking shit. I got all this media talking shit. I think on my days Volunteering the last week and how many times I was cursed, threatened and told to burn in hell. I guess that was the strongest message. I been saying since the beginning, I do not know what it is, why it is so. I guess the Yod. It is the only thing left to test.

So Sun conjunct Agena, I will have so much to say, so many to think of and you really do not want me to think of you, When it comes to those I believe in I only think of Love and a great big Hug, that is what I really need. Unfortunately this entire world has proven time and time again how much they want me dead, they want my people dead, they kill my people, they steal from my people, they poison my people. I have saved up my entire life for this moment. I will open Seals, I will look upon the Scroll, I will say the names and words because these motherfuckers do not know when to stop and I wish to see many people suddenly die. If we can not get anything to work properly then extreme measures need be taken and although all of you laugh at me, ignore and say what you want, I believe. I believe like God. I believe that one can destroy walls and bring down Kingdoms, kill and destroy. We have seen this getting very large and out of hand, almost ridiculous. Biblical. Unprecedented. Some saying it is mere projection. You do not know how powerful all this pointing and taking really is. The words that come out of your mouths. The writings you make. It all has power or you would not do it. You do not believe any of this really, it is merely entertainment. I am a fool.

No.

I have never seen such a terrifying thing as myself, I have no fear, I truly do not. I learned when I speak things happen, God allowing. I noticed all of it depended on what was happening, what the quality of time were, the specific aspects. Then I said I would not look at charts any longer and to just keep praying for Good, asked Christ to teach me Love and God to forgive me my sins.

I prayed for healing back on April 8th, nothing changed for most, I was mocked and ridiculed, cast aside. So I just carried on.
As for myself; I have not had myocarditis since, my legs vastly improved, still a little numb, when I was campaigning they were red, the psoriasis stopped, my body odor no longer smells like chemicals, still have a little gastroenteritis, my mind has cleared and functioning on schedule, within Natal, Transit, Progressed, Progressed-Transit and Composite.

It is a lot of weight and pressure, being so good, when others do not have to be.

I will carry on. Intuition tells me. I asked today and I was told. You know what that feels like? It would make you weep, you could not handle it yourselves, I do not care how tough any of you are emotionally, this has got to be the shittiest feeling a human can face. Up until now it has been egos and position, sometimes a storm. I had to ask Rafael to swing out East of Florida, I could not have it in New Orleans, I am grateful. I keep drawing all the hexes, spiritual protections and storm spirals, one over Israel, six surround me, other things here and there, mostly energy; Air, Earth, Fire and Water, deciphering the Seal of God, understanding the names of The Sons of Light, Daughters of Daughters, Angels, Four Beasts, it was always to be this way, this is what it had felt like my entire life, finally it all comes together.

Burn in Hell they said, I am Hell I laughed to myself.

I used to have a favorite song, ‘Given To Fly’ by Pearl Jam,
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=satY_ofTNo4
…but politics and some people made me stop singing it. I used to sing beautifully, all these pretty songs, Leonard Cohen, Stevie Nicks, my range is dynamic and I used to be handsome… I used to be endlessly energetic and healthy as well. I used to be content. I used to be such a sweet sweet thing, opening doors for ladies. Then you all got me thinking. You call it an Evil Eye, I call it something else and I know how to use it.

No money, no land, no titles, there is nothing any of you could give me, you tried to kill me, you tried to kill my people, you promote hate, division, deadly sins and murder, I am coming for you all now, there is nothing left.

Now I am really pissed off, thank you, this is EXACTLY what I needed to feel, I am done being a nice guy.

You may have my wrath, I have such sights to show you.

Thank God!
Praise God!
Serve God!
Bless God!

Phoenix Angel Demigod

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