MADNESS: A CURSE- Two of Six

MADNESS: A CURSE- Two of Six

WARNING: Y’ALL PISSED ME OFF AGAIN. MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY 18+ THANK YOU

Okay, order one, fuck your Ukraine ties, order two, fuck your Hawaiian vacation, order three, fuck any Hague arrests, order four, fuck the media and their darling homos, China wants to take- have our violence- you earned it, Iran is headed straight to another Revolution- congrats- it kicks off with a bang! You do not want my attention!

Since my last post I see Comcast, NBC, Paramount, Mourning Joe and then some, all got a swift kick in the ass, thank you God for Understanding, who wants the next curse? Thought y’all were getting this, I guess not, it’s right here in front of your faces and you still are wondering what hit you all. Many of you have pledged to leave the country, set yourself on fire and drive off cliffs, what are you waiting for? Please, tell me again to go jump off a fucking bridge. Cry, assholes, last month you called me a Nazis, then you wonder why your party lost, ratings crashed, now your corporations are being spun off by your woke parents, who by the way are next, keep overwriting the Newsmax commercials with your woke garbage!

I remember when it first hit me, I will never forget how it ate everything that was eating at me. Takes me back. Have not listened to Iron Maiden for decades, my favorite work had always been Powerslave (84) and Somewhere In Time (86), had heard ‘Can I Play With Madness?’ from Seventh Son Of A Seventh Son (88) and a little from No Prayer For The Dying (90), but kinda slipped away from them, gave away my tapes, it was a bad time for me, wanted to get away from the weird coincidences my life was manifesting about me, seeing people differently, way too much deja vu as well, creepy and overwhelming, feeling I may have opened something I could not close. Had flipped through a copy of Necronomicon and Satanic Bible, mostly what I read from the latter was just ridiculous, my friend had believed much of it, then he flipped out, he got better, I took it for caution, the former however, supposed gates for demons and such, drawn, incanted, I wanted something wicked to punish my enemies, glad it was only fiction, but had I actually opened anything? Within myself, the world. I would not seriously ask this again until 2023, when I was relieved to find the Necronomicon was in fact fiction and I had not performed any rituals from the other, so what had happened actually? Why had so many died around me, why had everything turned to hell on earth, was it only coincidence???

Iron Maiden is Heavy Metal, I listened to far worse. These days I prefer easy listening, soft rock, yacht rock, a lil country, some jazz, vocal, alternative, rock, classic rock, very little grunge or metal. I catch pop and such when my friend watches The Voice

Anyone can check the posts I had written here, what I said on X (can you? idk, I can’t see it, never could, had not known about shadow banning until I was already gone from there), the only edits made were visibility on/off, removing my chart references, may be a word here or there that were terribly off, otherwise I leave them alone. There was nothing vague or random, I said what I meant, meant what I said and manifested just that. On X I called out Dr. Turi for being a complete joke after having watched his “Divine Astrology” program on my woke TV, he was wrong, flat out wrong, then I looked for his website and that was totally laughable, aliens, more Trump lies, bad predictions, how many times a day, anyone can say there will be an earthquack (LOL) and storms, fires blah, blah, blah, seriously, all day everyday, they happen everywhere all the time, why doesn’t he try to manipulate something, Divine my ass. I had read others, they get it wrong as well, I feel somewhat bad for saying anything about it to one, but I had followed him on X as well as others, only one even recognized I existed. When I stated I know where to put the water, after learning of UN soldiers on US ground, then people reported thousands dead in flows, where did they come from, why was it covered up, why the big encampments with tornado resistant shelters, I called bullshit as there were no photos/pics taken, they said the shelters were to keep the hotels free for victims, but I see upgraded tunnels done in a jiffy, were there bodies or not, are they putting together a UN Army here or not, did they or did they not smuggle them in under the guise of Illegal Immigrants, so many questions??????

Now they are criticizing Trump’s plan to use US Military to remove Biden/Harris Illegal Immigrants, you know damn well why now, because only the ones on your TV, doing crimes are the ones anyone sees.

I had called out much bullshit everywhere I went, it is my job as Heavenly Judge, one had posted Mars sextile MC, mine is trine, they are alike in description, I do not wonder why he had, it is one of the most powerful aspects I have, the rest are powerful as well, just not lucky in Love and Money, I hate Math, it is no secret, I do try to learn, but I envision much easier and that my friends is a lot easier especially when dealing with quantum physics spatiality dimensions energy porosity channeling and the sort, it is done by will, like I said you have it or you do not, learning to use it wisely for effect that is another discussion, but basically I have always been this way and as I said, mostly due to Religion, believed it was wrong to meddle with such things, glad I waited until it found me, or I found it, at a time when I was old enough to know, morally correct, faithful to God. As admitted, I learn, I pray, I advise, I ask God to step in, protect, heal in the various names of… I am aware, the dangers of delusion and grandiosity, they are associated with paranoia and manifest as anxieties, break your fears, clear blockages, for me Heart Chakra was broken, no doubt I manifested the hurt or the hurt manifested the blockage, learning to Love as Christ can help heal that, accepting others and learning to love the self are all that is needed. Praying for healing for others, both physically and mentally, identifying the two paths and knowing there are no parallel realities gave the boost I needed, not spouting off or lying about future events and actually waiting through celestial events for their proper interpretations, one may say I can not ‘see’ or ‘read’, I openly admit there are too many moving parts, but I can see opportunities to be a device of change, the rest just uses the Grand Trine and Emotional parts to make the case, my website site is mostly unknown and it should stay that way, case stated, empower the right people, those who cross my desk and show themselves on radar are first and foremost considered, however as I said it is all God, may that be Lords, Angels and Souls of Prophets and Saints, is up to Him, I just do my thing and keep myself above reproach, easy to do if you follow God’s Laws and Understand the Will.

Blessing comes in many forms, for me, I needed to see how it all works and spend a lot of time getting to know people, the story as it had been written was not to have Religion and Politics, keeping it about People, emphasizing Culture and Lands, Technology, but I had been Blessed with a new story, the time spent studying and interacting since February as I do had permitted a deeper Comprehension of the workings of the world and within a short couple years I think I got it, seeing only two summers ago I was only realizing I tell something, communicate something, looking for a typewriter, word processor or upgrading my laptop and the such. I chose paper, binders from a thrift store, then I just started writing. Asking the question at the beginning of this blog, how does one express uplifting and inspiring when the source was dead and frozen. I feared I opened something bad, maybe my third eye, having read there are those who do so and can not stand what happens, I embraced it, I love it, I can juggle a lot, well not actually, I suck at juggling, but my mind is a Ring Master, there I am in the center ring, in a spotlight, standing on a ball, balancing spinning plates on sticks from my hands, nose and I find I can not stop or step down, not change up the routine, it would be nice to drop the plates, grab sticks, catch plates, juggle them and ride a unicycle, set the sticks on fire, toss them in the air, maybe some day, not now, too much happening. Anyway, that’s about all I left out about myself, may my enemies know Madness, true madness, can not think your way out of anything, they boxed you in, then they tried to kill you again and there is nothing you can do about it kind of MADNESS!

“Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I’m free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don’t need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place”

Ah, that was it! I recall singing this when I was a teen, just before all hell broke loose!

“Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There’s no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you’re blind, too blind to see
Said you’re too blind to see”

Indeed I was or rather ‘had been’, the ingredients were all there, am I not the same person I was back then(?), correct, but I had not the strength or willpower, nor had I possessed the knowledge.

“I screamed aloud to the old man
I said “Don’t lie, don’t say you don’t know”
I say “You’ll pay for this mischief
In this world or the next”
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said “You wanna know the truth son?
Lord, I’ll tell you the truth
Your soul’s gonna burn in a lake of fire””

Yes, yes, it had to burn, burn to ashes, my soul and all the world with me, for how can you fix a thing if you do not know what was broken(?), so burn we must, it is good to want, when you wish for the quenching, then you may become the Phoenix, you no longer burn, you become the Fire, you are changed and you become a vessel of change.

“Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There’s no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you’re blind, too blind to see
Said you’re too blind to see

“Listen to me,” said the prophet”

“Et cetera, et cetera, et cetera-“, yeah, yeah and none head shall be higher than yours, “consequences, schmonsequences as long as I’m rich!” Yul Brynner playing the Prophet and I Daffy Duck, the Jin won, consequences paid, people have the nerve to curse as they had tried on X, never here, not on Truth Social or Telegram @dbtrine accounts either, they were relentless until they disappeared and X, after I reported them, actually said to me in the case of the threats received from the fake Gen Flynn account, it took an entire village of idiots, one quickly lost her daughter, the other her mother and I had barely said a word, they were a nuisance, there was a video of a guy in a dress, said he talks to his deceased mother, his name was Claire… smh, I thought it was funny, they said ‘when you’re looking for the mark unknowing it is you’ and what was the other… oh yeah ‘day drinking is like micro dosing ketamine’, there was so much more, in time I would ignore all the ’30 something year old Singaporean crypto girls’, all the ‘Elons’, all the rest, losers, entertainment, not sure who they thought they were playing with, people literally died all around me or were severely disabled, injured, ruined, I do not even need to lift a finger, I play with Madness.

My first acts were small, just truths within the Matrix, it was not until I went after Putin, clenched fist, because the Media said he was going to attack our satellites, Alex Jones made a video showing his rage, closing in on his fist, it gave me the tingly feeling on my neck, Putin announced he neither said or wanted to do such things, I asked to be forgiven, it was a bad move. Speaking of bad moves, The International Cricket Court’s Karen Khan does it again, his arrest warrants issued, I had warned against that, something about all these assholes that want to push for world war, I hope our prosecutor gets the body slam I warned of, hit concrete, what do you fall(?) hit by car(?) it was hard on me, got a concussion, damn good thing for me because it ruptured whatever was in my head, my skull drained puss, thinking this goes back to when I had the vaccine injury event, helping with chores, dealing with the spinal stroke, vulnerable and someone made me breathe in dog dander/frito feet, floor sweepings and I got one hell of a sinusitis, just when my RNA and DNA were under attack, anyway, I would hate to be any of them, any whom having no idea, consequences, schmonsequences, so be it.

Looked at Biden Solar Return, guess he had no choice, G20 and all, he stood a better chance in DC in my opinion, Rio is a power trip, Sun in 12th as his natal, would have served him better to scoot that thing to 1st House, so he need to be bound, not enough to be in prison I guess, there are only 2 months left, just when everyone was celebrating the impossible Acts of God and reaping the rewards of the Left Meltdown, now we got these nut jobs saying everything from “why” to “I hate you” to each other, I love it. Playing with Nuclear War will get your block knocked off. I backed off, my irritation with Musk and X was strong, we need to get these appointees confirmed, willpower and egos need to take a break, then boom, things started falling apart, so I suppose.

Truth is, I accepted the battle won, from when God delivered a Golden Cow to me to the Golden Moon on the 15th and my Blessing, I was feeling like I could rest, I did the Shaman thing, a new story came to me, old parts made sense and fit well, figured I pulled off another heroic deed and was rewarded. Logged out of everything, privitized this site. Got book approval. Now I have to do what? Read fucking charts again, look at options, go for the throat… again. Idiots.

Time to kick ass and chew bubblegum.

Here we go again…

I hate people who fake cry on television, if you ever lost a loved one and are not a psychopath or narcissist, these self absorbed, self centered, self serving, selfish pieces of human bullshit, watching The Record with Greta, talking about Susan Smith denied Parole, that she seen the fake crying and knew she was guilty, I cried for two months straight when my wife died… tears like that do not stop.

“Under The Gun”

You don’t have to say you’re sorry
To look on further down the line
Into the sun
Too close at heaven
Love is fine
But you can’t hold it like a…

Two worlds apart two together
Into that good night kiss away
One takes the hard
One the other
Kiss a way

Are you living for love?
Are you living for love?
When the road gets too tough
Is your love strong enough?
(are you living?)
(are you living for love?)

Do you feel your head is full of thunder?
Questions never end?
Empty nights alone?
No wonder
It all comes back again

Are you living for love?
Are you living for love?
I’ve been under the gun
I’ve lost and I’ve…

(one, two, three, four…)
Forget the many steps to heaven
It never happened and it ain’t so hard
Happiness is a loaded weapon and a
Short cut is better by far
Explosive bolts, ten thousand volts
At a million miles an hour
Abrasive wheels and molten metals
It’s a semi-automatic, get in the car

Corrosive heart and frozen heat
We’re worlds apart where we could meet
Where the street fold round and the motors start
And the idiot wields the power
Where the chosen hold the highest card
On the field of honor where the ground is hard
So the highest hand is joking wild
And the house soon fold and no-one stand
I put my finger on and dialed
The tower, the moon, the gun,
and Nine nine nine, singer down
Cloudburst and all around
The first are last, the blessed get wired
The best is yet to come
I put my finger on and fired
Heat-seeking, out of the sun
You can set the controls for the heart or the knees
And the meek will inherit what they damn well please
Get ahead, go figure, go ahead and pull the trigger
Everything under the gun

I get it, Andrew wrote that to stick it to NBC, the lyrics are only slightly changed, it doesn’t matter, he references other bands and so on, if you hadn’t known any of that BS, and just took the song for what it says, Terri’s awesome singing, anyway I loved the Sisters, she Loved The Mission, we were kids in our early twenties, life was good, the past hadn’t mattered, we were in love, married, others ruined it because people do not heal from real trauma, maybe I take your wife, like Freddy Kruger, that’ll teach you and maybe stop you cold dead in your tracks, then you may live under the gun. Just enough to make a mess of you, but just short of them removing you from office.

Of course a senior North Korean General was wounded by Ukraine strike… Biden now a war minded idiot, yeah tough guy, you got the cards to start a fight, but you will still be a dolt, still lie and it will cost you everything in the details, the moon even in cancer with friends gets no love, only life lessons, should’ve stayed home, instead you once again make a mockery of US and incense Russia, looks like prison after all, change will hit hard, unexpectedly, you can thank your friend Turi for his repetitive worthless curses on Trump, this comes directly from me for all you have done to me personally, I tire of these games, I need you bound to a bed, hurt no one anymore.

Tonight I will ask it to hurt him, he threatens my life AGAIN with these missiles, my whole life under Threat of Nuclear War, from dumb old fucks like Biden, I hope your granddaughter gives you crabs, or syphilis, or gonorrhea, or auto immune deficiency syndrome, I know there are more, those are all I ever heard of, better yet, how about something I do know about, myocarditis, heart attack or stroke, you wished them on me, you called me garbage, January 20, We The People TAKE OUT THE FUCKING TRASH! It can not happen fast enough.

I had Blessed Israel.

I Cursed Hamas, Hezbollah and Sharia Islam.

Not Palestine, not Lebanon and not Iran, but I had expressed Death to Iran when it was spoken here on American soil.

Shall I Bless Russia and Curse Western Europe?

Ukraine was never on my radar, but I certainly had hoped to visit Russia, North Korea.

Everyone gobbled up Mom’s curse quick, violent/trans/gay and closed bathrooms, not really justice in my eyes, but ICE did arrest three Illegal Immigrant rapists, I expect many more. Jose Ibarra went to prison for killing Laken Riley, praise God. Heard yesterday he is Tren De Aragua, that’s news, lot of dudes stuck doing time got nothing better to do than finish that piece of shit off. Let us see next what cooks.

Word press editor is being an ass, had enough tonight.

To the rest of the nasty, non-stop MAGA haters, go to your safe space, take a zanax, call your therapist, fuck off, fall asleep, enjoy MY nightmares, too bad you took that pill and can not wake up.

I do not even chew bubblegum.

Thank God!
Praise God!
Serve God!
Bless God!

Phoenix Angel Demigod

Blog- Heavenly Judge, answers only to God.