Warning: Mature Audiences 18+ [strong language, explicit lyrics], thank you.

The previous week, had been angered again, closed this blog reporting as I feel it falls on deaf ears, closed comments months ago, figuring everyone just laughs at me, so last week, took some time off to ‘play’ with AI, stopping in mid thought. This is all new to me, what I envision, at times unknowing if it is my imagination, some delusion, or just plain intervention as calling on God would create unbelievable results. Began writing this on Friday the 6th when every Astrologer was calling for Doom and Gloom, some offer guidance to navigate this, most just drop a bomb and instill fear. I do not like looking at charts and trying to predict, the Bible says not to, I would rather be obedient and take the influence, work with it, even if it means, dropping everything and answering a call to help, heal, or destroy. This is Son of Light in Holy War time work. I admit at times I am unsure, do I share what I have seen freely, how it works or am I to think on it, work it out and draw up a story, I am torn. No coincidence here:

So, in addition to my regular Neptune placement, we haz Imaginative Powers?

The last thing I had written on was even earlier, on the 1st, concerning if Evil may be found by chart placements alone, I began a reply, then removed it:

“I agree Elsa, no chart placement defines anyone particularly evil, I was sweet growing up despite abuse until I learned it was wrong, until I learned of hypocrisy, until liars beat me down. Dad is Sun conjunct Algol however, he is abusive. I had moments, would fight back and challenge, but was put in my place quickly, jail sucks. Then all heck breaks out in my life, just figured God hated me.
The Air Grand Trine never made me lazy, I understand the comments above saying scatterbrained.
I gave up fighting, kept quiet for nearly 30 years. Wanted to make some noise, was going to write, put my Trines to good use, thought I had good solutions, found out the world is a lot worse than I perceived, then I learned what happened with the vaccination, lies, corruption, so I changed gears and used all the evil I have for good, that is what it is for in my opinion.
I call myself DBM here for Mercury I have a lot of it, out of respect I try to avoid being DBTrine here as it is your blog site. Today is Antares day it sits on my Neptune, my friends Ascendant, but I need to take a break, I am very strong but evil does take a toll, today is a day to lead by example be “like” Mars but not Mars, we see this star manifest in its best ways in our lives as we have both been good for a long time, on Neptune it can be a real biotch, I can not lie or steal, it will make sure I learn not to. I stopped lying during my teens, busted my leg real bad when I lied about being able to do something I couldn’t, stealing would have me lose everything. It all has consequences. Every day makes aspects to things no one considers, stuff that may not pertain to them, maybe others, the complexity, chain reactions, down to the hour of the day, term definitions, you can work out everything to the minute from robbing a bank (worthless anymore) to picking a lotto ticket, then bam, the teller or the retailer has something going on you can’t beat. This is why I work alone, I share a ton of knowledge through life lessons, but lately it has been all about how I was wronged and so many more, we need Divine Justice and God, things have gotten out of hand, it needs to stop, I simply target my enemies evil, see how it manifests, God has gloves on, trust me the ruin he administers pales to what I think. Even those with powerful protections are done, funny thing is all they need do is repent and make up for their evil deeds, some have fallen so far down that hole they can’t see the light, that’s where I find them, that’s where they’re destroyed.”

Chose to comment this instead,
“I believe so.
I completely agree it is a choice.
Air Grand Trine, T-Square(Cross with Fortune), all those learning trines, depends how you use it if at all, fail to plan, plan to fail.
I can skate, be lazy, say nothing and let people keep abusing or I can unleash it, make sure you run it by God first, talk about it with your Angel, a friend and hold fellowship, anything done in darkness and secrecy can backfire.”

See, I felt that I had written something easily misunderstood, good and needing work, so I replaced it, only half an hour had passed, similar points, censored, safe for public consumption. By the end of this post it should be completely understood, me hopes.

Next day, Monday 2nd, I had written Theives And Liars post between 8am and noon, on Antares leadership, as said, for me it is on Neptune, very simple, if I lie, cheat or steal, in other words, ‘break laws’, I become the low life, scum, so for the last 30 years, for I have known this a long time, I lived by the ‘Laws’ as explained simply ‘Ten Commandments’ and ‘Will of God’, it would take me that long to find evidence and understand the ways, then a couple years ago to find God, being ‘Born Again’ as it were, maybe for the third time.

Then Tuesday afternoon, I searched in vain for the X App notification screenshot or email on how they lost my Gen Flynn imposter report, I was on a tear, Newsmax reported Elon Musk denied $100B compensation package and wanted to put another coffin in that nail, by that evening I was wanting to dive into the story of Phoenix Angel Demigod, found a free AI platform, Perchance.org, began making images, I had promised scorched Earth and wanted to deliver. Deciding that night to renew my website plan, maybe change my view, attitude and scope.
The next morning, I was thinking all about my Demigod, building churches, then my story’s cities, then their growth out into the Solar System, and ultimately by Thursday I managed a complete mental shift, creating glorious capitol cities around the world to express a time and place where people took great pride in themselves, their heritages, respected neighbors, did not war and traded with each other until the aforementioned space civilization were possible. Made a bunch of images with the AI generator, shared a few on Truth, plans are to share them and the story here soon.

It is that magical time of year to give thanks, good tidings, wish peace on Earth, celebrate the birth of Christ for those of us who do not wish to kill ‘infidels’ or anyone not believing in my faiths, can you imagine Christians all praying together for the death of Islam and then going out to behead them, burn their houses and melt their flesh?

Happy Thanksgiving, Happy Hanakuah and Merry Christmas, wishing for pillows, new rifle, I am grateful toward my fellow MAGA Americans and all those who supported Donald Trump, his vision for the United States and the World, most of his Apointees, still waiting for the ‘witch-hunt’ charges to be dropped, January 6 defendants to be released and looking forward to a New Year and a better America, there are those who do not stop, I will stop when they do and Bless America, until then the curses stand, ruin yourselves, I do not care, it does not hurt me, not even interested in writing them, you will find out the details, they are living hell, no remorse, no quarter, damned fools do not understand what they’ve done, I can not even give a proper Happy Holidays Statement right now.

All the same, I was on a cloud until Saturday night. Something came over me.

Yesterday: “Still working in all places, tyranny and oppression, collapse of Assad, walking the Earth toward the darkness, taking much darkness last night from those who wished to rid themselves of it, my eyes black, demonic, dreams intense, putting evil Below me, trying to read, seeing the letters, knowing but only making out one word, waking, waiting on the sun to burn out the darkness, eyes wet and weeping hana’ah and hallelujah as we approach, preparations made to suppress Saturn influence and See, much to write, tell, a week of waiting, the Galactic center and truth, will God be so revealing, mastering all elemental grand trines and definitions, will write more, possibly today, not breaking God’s Laws or Will, I can not Lie or Steal, trespassers and charlatans, Thieves and Liars will fall but not by my means or doing but by presence on Earth, uplifting and inspiring, even through acts of War, telling of future events is a lie, translating and relaying message as the messenger, keep mocking me breaking the throat beheading is my signature and you will know God allows it. 12/8/24 8:26am” posted on Truth Social where I have begun to micro-blog again. I trust no one still, especially following my X.com experience.

Had not figured it would take this long, the story should have been completed by now. Sidetracked, intuitively walking in circles, praying, cursing my enemies, that actually happened, day and night, rain or shine, before even learning what they had done with the ARK or how to sound horns, it came naturally to me, grabbed my brother’s Shofar and learned to play it within minutes as if I were destined to do so. I still have Evil within me, I do not use it for ill will, it is a weapon, like any weapon, with proper training, like a soldier being trained to use an M16, you pick up the rifle, train the muscles, learn the work space, stance, restraint, run the meters, practice, clean, then hope to never have to use it against another human being. Natal Lilith sextile Chiron, possessing a unique darkness and illuminating it with my Sun, last night having taken on so much darkness, as I said no one may tell the future, those who do are liars, myself may think I know what I believe approaches, but when it does and something else happens and it takes me by surprise. I was working on other things when all of a sudden I was called to accept much darkness, things seen, things unseen, thoughts, evils, my eyes went black as a demon and I did suffer throughout the night, horror, nightmare, restless sleep, until permitted to rise and meet the Sun so as to exorcise and burn it out with the Light and the Life.

I do not know what happened Saturday night, where it happened, but it was something big, I could only accept it as I know what to do with it, immediately I looked to the Sun, it was night here and dark, the Sun warm on my face, the light in my eyes, one day, the next, another, until I found a Summer day, one that I recalled burned my eyes, then I moved to the day of the ecplise in April earlier this year, as if I were standing beneath it again on that day, I recalled the prayers for healing, the darkness in my eyes would be removed and I knew again not to fear, tomorrow, I will look upon the Sun and cast demons out, for the night I had to be host, I did not like it. You can prepare for war as you know it, play the soldier, but this kind of war, no sword, no gun, at least not yet, at least not for me. Thank God. Early on I read Aquarians were least likely to be capable of murder according FBI, this is wrong, some people like myself have a very dark Sun, brutal Moon affliction on descendant conjunct Mars/Algol with Scorpio Ascendant, sure there are lots of other ways to use that energy and I usually do, just not the last several months, the missing Grand Square leg theory is Fortune in Leo, so the T-Square, like the rest is on all the time, all the time, can not shut it off, it used to be automatic, now guided, training, soldiering, but one really hopes not to use it.

So in the dream; Had tried to read, there was a woman and a sign, green like highway with white letters, a paragraph, I could only make out one word, frustrating, too much, as many words as demons, I felt, one may know the meaning, I had when I was asleep, but one may not read, so they say… yet having read in the past this bothered me so much I awakened pre-dawn, something I need see, I made a coffee, came in and noticed on the TV; Moses, his staff, the snake, Allen Jackson speaking on God’s Authority, we need not understand the ways, just believe.

What?
Did he just say supernatural?
Rewind.

“We are ambassadors for the Kingdom of God, and He is sending us out on assignment! In this sermon, Pastor Allen Jackson outlines three ways God has prepared us for what’s ahead, teaching from Moses’ recruitment in Exodus when God called him to bring the Israelites out of slavery in Egypt. Pastor Allen also shares five practical tools we can use to have a more peaceful, God-honoring holiday season. It can be discouraging and unsettling to face opposition from loved ones at gatherings, but we can invite God into every circumstance—trusting His plans and His timing.” See, we sit and try to understand the miraculous, supernatural, transformation, sending us, he is right, to receive benefit. Full sermon and link to website:
https://allenjackson.com/watch/recent-tv-broadcasts/?sapurl=LyswNGQyL2xiL21pLytjcXo5ZGZrP2VtYmVkPXRydWUmcmVjZW50Um91dGU9YXBwLndlYi1hcHAubGlicmFyeS5saXN0JnJlY2VudFJvdXRlU2x1Zz0lMkJ4aGJ2M3Nu

Well the TV version is an edited half hour of that hour long sermon.

It is not for me to preach the Word or Bible, that is not how I work, my job is to be. No coincidence whatsoever. When I learn a new thing, it comes directly from God and I just do it. I then add it to ‘The Big Picture’ it evolves, I evolve. This year the Sun, crosses the Galactic Center, my North Node, kicks off with a Full Moon, Mundane Nodes unaspected, minor grand trine affected by Moon, Pluto and the aforementioned Mercury conjunct Neptune, no coincidence here either, I should definitely feel and pick up something, no pressure… O RLY?

When I am angered I am a vessel of Hades, Ruled by Pluto, Sun conjunct Lilith, or when I was less, lower-self, I shared darkness and pain, when I transformed, higher-self, I knew for certain what I had always known, however because I loved horror, I brought horror to life all around me, I am not Evil, I am Light, I do know the ways of evil, I have been Evil, it is hard not to with such a placement, in third house, beginning with North Node (spanning Galactic Center 25°-28° Sagittarius) in second house, then all those Godesses, Venus, Ceres, Sun, Jupiter and Mercury, IC, consider it one helluva stellium, each year I get another chance, all together it feels like God walking Earth, following the North Node, maybe I should know what to do, but I do not, had not, had not even known, I hope to find it this year. This is not for you, your path differs, my morals and principles, judgement, work ethic, it is so extreme and hard to handle. I am frustrated with all around me, asking all the time, why are they so slow, why do they not understand? I answer this immediately and know, just as I can not do math and dislike monies, where you may be the opposite, it does not mean it is up to any of you to change that, when you may gift it, then you may, otherwise those life lessons are lost on me, this event that comes, these upcoming lessons, spirituality, I do know, the supernatural I do use, if I know of ways that are evil, so be it, if I reveal these ways, then it is for good and the ways sent to the good for good, I eat sin, always have, usually through others’ confessions, in this way evil may be conquered. Fighting me will only make it worse, by now I should have met with all the leaders, traveled to all lands, in stead you choose others, my bad, as I haven’t happened yet, however all those each with their specific purposes, (some failed bad) not one with all purposes. As of now, not even I could handle that responsibility, perhaps in the near future, still much to learn, still healing from the jab.

[NEWS: Daniel Penny charges dropped, good news and it looks like they caught the UnitedHealthCare CEO murderer, gun, silencer, fake ID’s, manifesto… what is Katrina wearing? I like it, swear that Friday she was in STNG captain’s uniform, cool, she would be fun to date just to see what she chooses to wear! Another coincidence as it were, we literally just had a good provider for years taken away and replaced with UHC, shit hit the fan, then pop, this guy gets murdered.]

In this way I do not meet with any of you, ask not permission, if you do not like the Authority to which I answer to and act, we can just skip to the end. I feel Humanity IS worth it, there are those who hate me, I am in the right place, at the right time, that is why they hide all this, it infuriates me, those who run the information, the sites, do their best to stop me, I have complained before, there is nothing I can do, only carry on. They have made it nearly impossible to edit, if I touch the scroll bar in post edit, it jumps to the bottom and queues the continuation, adding another block when the writing is already signed and completed, I can not scroll, find the misspellings etc. and edit. The rest you know, x.com, non-monetized, so to keep them in my grasp, I purchased another year as it is taking so long. The X had forced me to buy a Premium account to stop the highly offending sexual content, follows, direct messages, I did find a ton of those, “thank you for liking my face… you are luckiest man alive… so wet and waiting for you… my free content (link)”, dozens of those, crypto accounts, fake Elons. I would advise them how to stop this, but they like it the way it is, they do it on purpose, it makes them money, it is a scam. Now they owe me and I will keep taking, I will cost them Billions, everything is broken, they banned me, they mocked me, they would not let me be and do my work, harassing me, when I was to tell that something very big is to happen, to prepare, to be heard, but they rather silence me. I would love to leave here, this place, I hate it so and I have many awaiting me there, I do not care if it is not fixed, I have worked with broken my entire life, it does not bother me. Slow and frustrating, Evil in the leaderships, I can not even begin with my own trespasses as there is no one to trust, you think things are well, they are not, so in this way I find the means, I curse and ruin, if you want the path forward, this is the only way. It is costing me another family member, the price I pay, you know they are mistreating him, just like they did my mother, just like they would not save my wife, my brothers, my daughter, all because they hate me. I hate them more, I ruin them. That is how that works.
If you took an eye, I now take the eye.

Blah, blah, blah, get over it-

HE loves you, I do not, HE loves all of you, you do not. I had found truth in this, I aspired to be better, enlightened.

Not wanting to give away my stories, yet tell it all, it is a very technical dance requiring choreography I do not yet know of. (ended that sentence with preposition, now I am dead lol)
Begining with ‘I am DBTrine’, my first post, sharing that I always felt differently, that I wanted to wish well, that I had questions, the answers I could not find, but it began with good intention, to offer solutions, visions and I have joked that if one read all my posts from now to then backward you could heal the world, the point being is that by getting wrapped up in these things, I had moved away from such a purpose and found everything else in stead, as we aproach this time again, I am seeing the ‘pattern’ of my life behavior, but isn’t that what my purpose was all along, to share the affect of the mundane from my point of view? I never journaled, never addressed the public outside of business posts, had deleted everything in the past except my photo library and informative writings, so no one has much to go with, my childhood is pre-internet, no social media, no news, so I would understand no one believed a word I have written.
Know this, I have no reason or desire to lie, I certainly would not make up anything, if it happened, it happened, to add, I would never intentionally try to generate fear, excepting my enemies, to that point, I have only a few, the rest, the Shit List if you will, those are shared enemies, people who have broken God’s Commandments, Laws and Will, went up against the public, in many cases their own base, support and peoples.

When nearly every Astrologer is spelling doom and gloom, whatever I am, would rather get back to uplifting and inspiring, just because everything is broken, it does not spell the end, there are a great many people who look forward to better times, yes it is an overwhelming task, yes we need to support them. Personally I no longer see people the way I had a couple years ago, I see God in all people, I see their humanity, I see the Evil, it has changed me.

If I may pick up where I left off in February…

The grand trines were simple, if you are one, meet one, know a couple with a synastry grand trine, or through another person have become one yourself, you know of this. The Air are tireless communicators, the Fire are tireless doers, the Water are tireless philosophers, the Earth are tireless dependable. You would say, they never shut up (AIR), they don’t stop (FIRE), they are deep (WATER), they are salt of the Earth (EARTH) respectively. I was discussing Ignorance two nights ago, how some know of things and others do not, we had to disect this by the divisions we face day to day, well they do not know how to write, but they speak and you know this does not make them stupid, then we looked at it in many ways. You may by now know I know right from wrong, but I do not study Law, I would never claim to be a Lawyer, yet I am a Heavenly Judge. I can dream great civil engineering projects, I merely studied Drafting, I am no Architect, yet I do serve the people for the Big Plan. Each of you have a unique combination and duty with purpose as do I. If I were to have anything I wanted I would not be put to the struggle, I would be lazy, I would buy what I needed, I would have nothing to do with you and live selfishly, it is easy to do. In the stead of, I now work tirelessly, to know, to report, to be flexible, always learning. I blame my prayers and wishes made two years ago, what I wanted to see made right, not knowing I was to have anything to do with it, that I would be guided to learn esoteric things, to not go to a school, get accredited and be a student of a teacher, I had to be led by God and the Angels, that path was and is long. I did not wake up one day and decide, everything we were taught was lies, I already knew this, it took decades. I talk about the Church, how they hid the truth, it was not just the Church it was also the Kabbal, the Yogi, others. We would not be discussing this, or rather me telling you, we would have all been raised with this knowledge, so no one could oppress or use it against you.

So I reopened my posts, I feel my main objective should show how one may overcome, I say I have, but it may only look like I have not, truth is I control it, it is no longer fixed (Fixed), I can take it or leave it (Cardinal), I can ignore it as well (Mutable). All my life I had felt the need to change my thought patterns, re-wire the hard wiring, reinvent and I found support of this type of thinking along the way, “shrinks”, who help you overcome your overbloated sense of self and shrink your ego, do so through psychiatry and psychology, they ask you questions, make a profile, apply their knowledge and technique, they create a care plan, they decide how to approach your issues, they may gently persuade you, asking you questions that make you look within yourself and come to self realizations or flat out tell you, the latter is terrible and the former, well it may take years to get to know you, you may need immediate help, you may know yourself well, or not, as in children and it may take years before they may get to know yourself well enough, or like myself, you may be overwhelmed by the enormity of your thoughts, the speed and unable to hear yourself, translate what is going on in your head, acting on sheer willpower and personal drives, sometimes the greater opinion of the collective and following like sheep. Maybe you are running like a champ, FIRE, Jupiter, Mars, Mercury in Aries, Leo and Sagitarius, happy Sun and Moon, Chiron in 11th, unstopable, but never see you run everyone over and pain happens to other people, that’s what they’re for. I can see that a mile away, what was that Lauren somebody, back in ’90’s Orlando, radio talk show host, she had a billboard right outside my apartment: “GET OVER IT!”

I had just lost my wife.

Not good advice. Not for me. Not then. Bitch. That is how I felt, did not care if she had a terrible car crash and became severely disabled or worse, however someone somewhere needed to see it, to tune in and hear it, no, my Guardian Angel was busy all the time, no time for me, gotta go protect all I had cursed, on my own, because Lauren has a job to do and people to help, the right time, the right place, the right need. That would be the way it were until I learned to Bless all I had destroyed. We are so far from the ’90’s, so much so it feels like another lifetime, two lives ago, I’d tell myself to ‘get ready for the future it is murder’, never understood why my wife disliked him so, I was a fan, dancing and singing along to murder…

Give me back my broken night
My mirrored room, my secret life
It’s lonely here
There’s no one left to torture
Give me absolute control
Over every living soul
And lie beside me, baby
That’s an order!

Give me crack and anal sex
Take the only tree that’s left
And stuff it up the hole
In your culture
Give me back the Berlin wall
Give me Stalin and St. Paul
I’ve seen the future, brother
It is murder

Things are going to slide (slide) in all directions
Won’t be nothing (won’t be)
Nothing you can measure anymore
The blizzard, the blizzard of the world
Has crossed the threshold
And it’s overturned the order of the soul
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant

You don’t know me from the wind
You never will, you never did
I’m the little Jew
Who wrote the Bible
I’ve seen the nations rise and fall
I’ve heard their stories, heard them all
But love’s the only engine
Of survival

Your servant here, he has been told
To say it clear, to say it cold
It’s over, it ain’t going any further
And now the wheels of heaven stop
You feel the devil’s riding crop
Get ready for the future: It is murder

Things are going to slide (slide) in all directions
Won’t be nothing (won’t be)
Nothing you can measure anymore
The blizzard, the blizzard of the world
Has crossed the threshold
And it’s overturned the order of the soul
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant

There’ll be the breaking of the ancient Western code
Your private life will suddenly explode
There’ll be phantoms, there’ll be fires on the road
And the white man dancing
You’ll see your woman hanging upside down
Her features covered by her fallen gown
And all the lousy little poets coming round
Trying to sound like Charlie Manson
Yeah the white man dancing

Give me back the Berlin wall
Give me Stalin and St. Paul
Give me Christ
Or give me Hiroshima
Destroy another fetus now
We don’t like children anyhow
I’ve seen the future, baby: It is murder

Things are going to slide (slide) in all directions
Won’t be nothing (won’t be), nothing you can measure anymore
The blizzard, the blizzard of the world
Has crossed the threshold
And it’s overturned
The order of the soul
When they said (they said) repent (repent)
Repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent), repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent)
Repent (repent)
I wonder what they meant
When they said (they said) repent (repent)
Repent (repent)

Lyrics Source: https://genius.com/Leonard-cohen-the-future-lyrics

Good guy, great artist, been a fan for decades, CD, Vinyl, my phone, laptop, loved him then and still do, most of his songs, genius really, however I learned, stopped singing a few, this, matter of fact, I went outside, this being stuck in my head, I start singing, the sky suddenly filled with crows, that is not ordinary here, not dozens (it was a dozen turkey vultures the day after Thanksgiving), so I said, “It is murder!”, no coincidence there! Basically, his interpretation of what is pretty much NOW and SOON, we do not want to see things sliding in all directions, we are spinning at 700+ mph and cruising some 2000+ mph, if Heaven’s wheels were all to stop right now, we would get creamed, is there something he saw, something unstoppable?

It is us. I don’t want it!

I think I can do the dance.

What? It is harder than you think, have you ever found yourself in a country sqaure dance with 100 people? drunk? with river dance steps at play?

I have.

Ok. Now toss in the ballroom dance, change up to some sirtaki, hopak, waltz, sanghyang, tahtib, two step, salsa, disco, rave, mosh, ballet, fire dance- can you break dance?

No…

Whatcha mean?

I think I can explain…

Until next post, thoughts, comments on Truth.

Thank God!
Praise God!
Serve God!
Bless God!